jinx. forever?

for the past years, i realised something.
i knew how to cry and laugh hard.
hence, i had this theory.

cry hard = laugh hard

its simple.
you laugh your heart out, lungs out.
you're bound to cry as much or even more.
correction, I, i mean.
(note: on the same day)

today i laughed so much.
(note: havent been doing this much in a day)
no, when i mean i laughed so much, i did.
i laughed so loud, hands not closing my mouth, you can see my tonsils.
i made everyone laugh at my laugh.
i made people talk about my laugh.

till tonight......
the well is bursting in me.
i cried. i know i will cry.
and that sucks.

i hate it.
i hate thinking about the fact that i will cry later (on the same day) after every laugh.

but i guess the beauty of crying would be that God knows and he is with me.

psst.
i laughed and cried today.
did you?

p/s: the hair has been fine at zero maintainance.