damn right, it hurts

i fed kimm tonight.
and looking at her eat her biki,
i realised something...

the bowl she was eating from was BJ's.
and i was squating just near where kakak put him when she brought him back.
after we found him dead.
ouch.
damn, the tears were filling up my eyes.
painful memory.

and then i got up after kimm ate and walked in with tears welling in my eyes.....