i just haven't met you yet

i feel like i've lost a big part of me again. yes, again. i suddenly feel like its me against the world because i dont know who i can trust, who i can rely on, and even who i can cry to. everything is clouding my mind.

i dont know how to trust anymore but its the same thing all over again, i am moving on.

my search is never ending. can you be the reason i end my quest?

and really the best of friends you make in your life comes from school and the girls you used to bathe with, have sleep over parties, play barbie dolls and even have the nastiest times with. and the friends that i made after school, i am starting to doubt whether they are even friends after all.

but above all, i have a friend that doesnt fail me and he rocks my socks.

p.s. irene, note to self - fei-Ts are around. : )