my reason......

FIND THE PERSON YOU USED TO BE OR LOSE THAT PERSON COMPLETELY.
BECAUSE SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO STEP OUTSIDE OF THE PERSON YOU'VE BEEN AND REMEMBER THE PERSON YOU WERE MEANT TO BE.
THE PERSON YOU WANTED TO BE.
THE PERSON YOU ARE......................

im going for the camp............................ *smiles*

before i go........

being typical girls.
afraid the food and us wouldn't go,
i bought half the mini market.
away from home for 2 days.
somehow i need my mummy to send me off.
typical kid.....

im taking bubu.she will be save in my hands.
again,another oppurtunity for her to meet my friends.
sweet..

im going to miss my bestie's icc performance.
deng!i always wanted to be there to cheer her on.
see,the boombox will be away for camp.
sigh!

goodbye my friend...............

school fools

the usuals in school........

scene 1

rene : {takes off her socks}

mich : {stares}

marcia : {laughs}

dee : not again!

scene 2

rene : dee,play with my hand.

dee : you also play with mine.

rene : fine but i dont want. {put her hand on dee's}

dee : {plays with it}

scene 3

rene : {arranges the chair} i wanna sleep on you.

mich : okay.

rene : play with my hair.

mich : {runs her fingers through it while yaking with marcia}

rene : {snooze}

yes,irene the baby.being pampered by all the fei-T's.love you all so so muchy....

..............i am so gonna miss this when school's out!

feel it...

when your heart breaks,
you've got to fight like hell
to make sure you're still alive.
because you are.
and that pain you feel,
is life!
the confusion and fear
thats there to remind you
that somewhere out there,
there is something better
and that something is
worth fighting for.

irresistible me?

how sexy......
good definition of "fat"
lets put voluptuous under this
category
oh cute!

yike!

i think i was bitten by the bed bugs.............................
{ouch ouch}
poor me!

in a lulaby......

where do you go when you're lonely
where do you go when you're blue
where do you go when you're lonely
i'll follow you
when the stars go blue....................

oh no not again!

so how about this!
with my patience level at the earth's core.
my comp is being a big pain.
it keeps on saying page cannot be displayed.
gee so annoyed.to top it off,
i cant download my songs.
its taking donkey years to even download one!beat that.
and then my accounts text book wrapper is torn.
i dont have another.neither does and of my friends have an extra.
with me being so particular about my books.
i dont know where is this taking me.
its driving me up the wall.
INSANE!

music makes me feel so good

here's the thing.
i've been trying to survive using the computer without music.
but i just realised i cant!
listening to music through windows media player is crap.
its taking up too much of my precious time.
to actually get one song started,i'd be done using the comp.
so i've decided to download limewire.
i hope this doesn't screw my comp up again.
its been giving endless problems.
here goes my never ending whining.
aha!

just another....

after a long time....................................................................
i ran 400m.
kwa!stamina?nuts!
it was good though.
hmmph.it wasn't good when tummy started grumbling during math class. *eeky face*
rubby rubby tummy didnt quite work. =S
indian rice with plain veg.tasted so good and it was all my tummy needed.
haih,what a manic monday.....

another part of me.

somehow when i try to run away from you,i am pulled back.
something is controlling me and i just cant run.
all i do is run into you over and over again.
im like a puppet but with a heart of gold.

listen......

there is two tragedies in life.
one is to lose your hearts desire.
the other is to gain it back.

dont bother!

lately.................................
it has not been going on right.
its screwed up.
everday.
i try to make it better.
somehow someone always screws it up.
yeah im talking aboout my life.......................

love love?

LOVE CONQUER`S IT ALL.
EVIL CONQUER`S NOTHING AT ALL.

LOVE =SACRIFICE

i was thinking.............

whenever i blog and when my mind wonders........
it goes back to the day when i saw your blog.
and when you displayed what your wall paper use to be.
boy,i have seen way better.in fact,my plain blue looks better.
no offense!

see,beneath the sweet me.
there is something you are missing out on.
even though the heart of gold.
there is something you dont know.

freeway!

here it goes............................NO MORE,

"train tracks"
"gigi besi"
"silverware drawer"

NEED I SAY MORE?

brite smile all the way.......

so they say..............

what rhymes with day?
GAY!
oh gay day......................................................
*laughs* how stupid can one individual be?

i realised....

there will always be something to ruin our lifes.
it all depends on what or which finds us first.

part of me.

i need your shoulder.
the pillow cant take my tears.
it cant show me love.
its stagnant.
i need you now.
i really do.
but you dont seem to be in my life.
where are you?
where have you been?
i ask,i cry,i sigh.
i wonder,i hope,i think.
i question,i ponder.
i can never get the answer.
cos you are not here.
you are my answer...............

say tak nak! :D

how does this sound..........

"THE BAD GUYS LIE TO GET INTO YOUR BED.THE GOOD GUYS LIE TO GET INTO YOUR HEART."

not again!

PERIOD BLUES...........................................
*sigh*

when will it stop?

WHY WHY?

ITS EATING INTO ME.
I WISH IT NEVER EVER HAPPENED!

so something hasn't been going right at all.
i mean,something's wrong with me.
gosh,i dont even want to think about it.
cos it makes me cry.........................................

i say..........

..............because the giver is precious,the gift becomes priceless.

true``

P.O.O.L

i need to play pool.
i have to play pool.
i want to play pool.

WHATS THE VERY BIG DIFF?
it comes down to this
.....i just want la

eww!

weather is massive!i need a full time driver.i have a few things to get
done but im not doing it because of the weather.
im rather scared of stepping out of my house.
so why is the weather affecting me?

you call yourself one?

so i see "WE" weren't counted in.
bla bla bla.
i dont care and just lame excuses you give.
so hey,DONT BOTHER.
"WE" be fine!

gigi besi??

RE : PEOPLE WHO ARE WEARING BRACES

DID A WHOLE SILVERWARE EXPLODE IN YOUR MOUTH?

ouch.thats freaking nasty.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

you should really know........

DEAD MAN DO TELL TALES!

ching chong malaichan~

and so i "assumed" that i could actually go for a movie with delaine today.deng!

facts :

1. i suck at assuming!
2. i made a complete ass out of my sweet self and delaine.

scrabble scrabble scrabble..................... *buzzzzzz*

shoe maniac`

why isn't three pairs enough???????????????
girl will always be girls.
alrite,enough said!....................
better not be commented on.
i love the new heels i bought.

i found out that!

it is easy to find people who can always make you laugh,happy,cheerful.
but its not easy to find someone who can make you laugh,happy,cry,angry,irritated,cheerful all at a go.
see,i found this boy who can make me do that.
oh.i happen to be good at multi tasking then!
but this boy............................................prefer to remain anonymous.
CAN YOU KEEP A SECRET? *shhhhhh*

so so?

some over used damn things......

so & so : hows studies?
me : can we not go there?

so & so : how was ya day?
me : couldn't get any better.

so & so : what are you doing?
me : surfing,chatting.

BORING........................................

S.N.A.I.L.ssssssss

the difference between looking at this and eating it is.
"ewwwwwwwww" and "yummy"......
oh poor thing!

they say....

so you know.its been bugging me.
i dont get my way.and i hate it.
i have a heart of gold. *proud smile*
bla bla.and why am i so sick of love songs?
is there such thing as you and him?
or does it sound like i and me?
turn around? *peekaboo*
total eclipse of the moon? *dush*
bleh bleh.the thing goes on.
starting from today............................
i am content.thank you very much

OH...............

OH MY DELAINE!
poor dee.she jammed her stufid thumb in that buggers door.*sigh*
she has big boobies.big as mine.
hahahhaa

no,dont try.

I CONFUSED MY DREAMS WITH MY LIFE.

girl interrupted. bleh!

cheshire home.......

GOOD MEMOIRS`

memoirs

today will be a very memorable day for me.
yeah,my sunday school class made a trip to the cheshire home,selangor.
its a place for physically disable people.
i made new friends there.oh,it was one good experience.
yes,i became closer to all my mates in class.
finally,thank god.haha!

*YIKES*

NOW IS SOMETHING REALLY REALLY BOTHERING ME?

HOW DO YOU SAVE YOUR MONEY?

1. DONT GO OUT!
2. DONT GO OUT!
3. DONT GO OUT!

so they told me....

THE PLAYER HAS CHANGED BUT THE GAME WILL BE THE SAME......

TRY!

TAKE DESTINY BY YOUR FIST!

jualan hebat?!

guess what?
every deng shop is having big big big big sale.
try guessing another?
........................................... *dush*
lets not go there!

to satisfy my soul,everyone buys during the sale.
so you want to see 3 of you tomorrow?
HAHAHAHAHAHA!

victorian motto

GOD IS IN HEAVEN,ALL'S RIGHT WITH THE WORLD

pssst,keep this secret.

just realised.my dogs are kind hearted.
they share their food with the black cat and bird.
or rather,they pick on poor kimm's and bj's food.
boy oh boy.i didnt know birds eat dogs food.
now thats what you call interesting........
shhhh,can you keep a secret??

WE??

bestie's.

been there,done that,felt it,moved on.

*tralala*

freak of nature!

my stained roxy............05`

i love cute words`
i love this cant-touch-this`
i love i love i love i love i love.

so many guys,so little time!

SO SICK!

and im so sick of what he is doing.
so tired of this shit!
there's no more annivesary!
so done with wishing things will change.
so why cant i move on?
STUPID LOVE SONG!

goddess of peace

mean girls?

i love that song.
i hate that song.
i know that song.

JUST KIDDING!

B3 - irene!

peel banana.
eat banana.
throw banana.
irene loves banana!

back in the victorian era.......

"THE WAY ONE SPEAKS REFLECTS ON ONE'S STATUS"

CLOSE FOR MATTERS OF DISCUSION`

why am i??

first test is over.
somehow it feels like spm is over too!
did some nonsense of last min studying.
the love of maths is dying.
instead the love of accounts is growing stronger.
feeling it. *its so good* =)

just like me.....

retro blumaroo` destwepitkacheek` shortay phatay` phatay gurly`

MY TRULY OH-SO-LOVED PETS!

rasta,oooo!

PEOPLE IS ALWAYS GOING TO TALK.
SO JUST GIVE THEM SOMETHING TO TALK ABOUT.

oh yes!

oh finally.
i get to flex my fingers on the keyboard again.
the feeling is great!

silent......listen..........

how does this sound?
DONT BOTHER!
its been ages!-over used.
sarcasm?-not working.
annoyed.-almost never.
patient?-no never
mc flurry oreo with Xtra oreo.-waiting.
they are playing the waiting,testing,annoying game.
deng you.you got me so bad!
bla bla bla........and so they all say,awww poor baby!
this sounds good too.
BUZZ OFF!

im addicted to it.*sigh*
what more can i say?

dont expect.it will never happen!

"WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO IMPATIENT?"
..............is that even words?
or rather!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!
so chad.i know.

cool beans?

why have to test my patience?
dont you get it ah?i mean like hello!
dont you know me well enough.
*sigh* it happens,every daymn time!
i want mc flurry oreo with EXTRA oreo now!
i need it to cool myself down.
trahaha*

my love my love my love

aren't they so pretty?

see,i have something in common with frangipani's too!

the question is do you?

hmmmm,oh so pweety and witty and gay...

bla!

spread the frangipani love baby.....

hear me?

i dont give a ...
keep looking at my...
cause it dont mean a thing that you're looking at my......
ima do my thing while you're playing with ya....
ha ha-ha ha-ha ha-ha!

HE BELONGS TO ME.
THE BOY IS MINE!

argh!

alrighty.i just dont get it.care to explain?
why some people just dont have a life?or why they try to be me?
i really want an answer.you know you cant be with me,have me.
SO?WHAT MORE?HERE'S THE ANSWER,NO!
get it?gee!and im so sick of this guy..................................................
here's the thing,i dont know his name.but he's been bugging the living gutts outta me.
literally.but,its annoying!i cant stand it nor can i take this shit!
common,im assuming you're big enough to know whats right and wrong.
sorry if im making an ass off you and me.but common,how about get a life?
im so sick of this.why are the guys becoming more lifeless.
its sad,pathetic,dumb!stupid or dumb?
CHOOSE ONE!

think......

IF YOU ALWAYS DO WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS DONE,
YOU'LL ALWAYS BE WHAT YOU'VE ALWAYS BEEN!

gee,your bad!

i dont need your sarcasm.
i dont take it seriously.
i am not bothered.
its a wonder how you didnt know that fact about me.
so you know,whatever!
your bad.

so agreed!

somehow i really like this.

whenever im angry at a guy,i think of this.

it works.

ladies,try it!

eeeewww!

something is so wrong.
everything seems fat to me.
YIKES!
need i say more?
no no no no baby no no no no!

another something........

it is really not easy too.but i try and i try and i try.........
its been going good.i know for a fact.
blazing hot?????yeah i know.
see,the sun and i have something in common too.
how cool is that? *duuuush*

so what?

the world hate me.
the world would hate you too.

stilletos..........................YIKES!

IT WILL HURT WHEN I DO IT.
YOU'D BE SO SORRY.
I PROMISE.

HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!

I LIKEY..........{dance,sway,move,groove}
.....................................in it!

sot.......

you know the saying,"everything happens for a reason?"...

BLA BLA BLA!

*yawns*

What Your Sleeping Position Says

You have a passion for everything - including sleeping.Outgoing and brash, you tend to still shock those who know you well.You tend to be selfish. You are the most likely type to hog the covers.You gravitate toward comfort and don't like extreme situations.

THINK!

here's something to ponder on........................................

1. what is the end of everything?
2. what coat is put on when its wet?
3. when does a rabbit have 16 legs?

ha,i was slow enough not to even answer one..........................

what mouse has two legs?what duck has tw legs?

argh,i just realised that you are go fucking good at it.
why fucking test my damn patience?
gee man!what an afternoon.
thats why i always ate in my room when i bought food home.
is it clear now?stop picking on mine.find your's or just die.

i didnt know this myself...........

My Stripper Song Is

She Wants to Move by N.E.R.D. "Her off beat dance makes me fantasize(Her curves) She's sexy!!" You are 100% sex appeal. As simple as that.

haha!

I am a Super Flirt

You love to flirt, so much so that it gets you in trouble.In almost any situation, you find yourself flirting - even when it's inappropriate.You tend to embrace all flirting styles too.. from coy to sexy to playful to serious.And if someone flirts back, you'll crank it up even more!

oh give me a hell yeah!

wonder woman!

so here is the thing..........................................................................................

i wonder why some people have to get what you have?
i wonder why some people diss what you have?
i wonder why some people must keep up with your standards?
i wonder why some people just have to buy something more expensive than yours?
i wonder why some people brag about their materials all day long?
i wonder why some people just want to show off whatever they have?
i wonder why some people enjoy making you feel like crap?
i wonder why some people boast so much about theirselves?
i wonder why some people have to buy the same thing as you?

and............................i keep wondering! i never seem to get the answers.i never.

its like hello!get a life or die trying..................................
if you feel the guilt,then it is YOU!you fit in that criteria,now snap outta it.
snap back to reality!you aint me.you cant be me.you will never have what i have.
and im so sick of this...............................................................

tada!

my aim.....................................
IS TO GET THIS!!!!!!!!
dont fret,its going to be mine soon.
in no no no no time.this french purse!
so,i have to save rm500.
and mr & mrs lewis will chip in the rest.
this dont look no rm1K to me.
maybe more?
common santa,you got too at least make one of my dreams come true.
mwah!

yeah huh*my lingo*

oh so seductive. nah,its beautiful. its a voluptuous! posing for an oh-so-sex-me shot! bla bla bla....

beep beep!

jeng jeng jeng............................

okay.
so here it goes.down 39 days to be a vegetarian. *no im not complaining*
its all for my big man. =)
being vegetarian?aint easy for me baby.
why?vegggie?they kill.scary eh.i know. =S
so,yeah.i get it now why ian keeps on disturbing me about it.
let me prove to you that i can do it.yeah baby! ;)

*sigh*

stressing??no!
first test??tomorrow!
so whats exactly going on with me?
i haven't been this "slumber".
and gee,what a year to be!