in.savanh

the weekend was love.

and words would not justify.

huh? *says out loud*

i woke up a few mins ago.

and it was a must for me to upload my pics into the pc.

this was love too!

un.u.sual

.for the broken heart.
the unexpected bouquet
-
he dashes into gillin and i am sitting at mummy's table.
"yang!yang!"
i ignore.
"yang!"
i turn.
"come to my car for awhile please.i want to show you something."
i stare.
[he leaves the door and walks to his car]
[i walk to his car.stand outside the passenger's door like its new to me]
[he shows a hand gesture]
i get in.
he turns behind and reaches for something.
he brings it and puts it in my hands.
"i am sorry"
i smile.

-

my first bouquet of african daisies.
[i bet he didnt know what it was and just grabbed it because it looked pretty of the bunch]
hahaha!
typical him.

-

so where the both offices are situated is not the right place for this to be happening.
gossip gossip all the way.
"gillin's daughter this,gillin's daughter that!"
but at that very "special moment" in the car,
it didnt feel like i was in brickfields.
felt like i was in heaven.
:)

no hugs,no kisses
just the smile that he gave.

this happens after the "drama minggu ini".
i.am.dramatic
i.do.the.extreme

when i sit and think about it.......it hurts!
but this is to the flowers i received today.

=)

. typical me .

what.a.joke

i was just scrolling on ares finding for another song to listen because i got bored of "kenangan terindah","sephia",and "itu kamu".

[note : my songs are arranged in alphabetical order according to the artist]

and then.....it caught my attention.

i saw the sign - ace of base

[correction : the title is "the sign"]

and then i remembered...........

i used to sing it.a lot.

and when i use to sing it.....

it used to sound like "i saw the sign"

but i only sang it as i saw the SUN!

SO WHAT IS NEW WITH IRENE?????

i happen to know the lyrics

i saw it happening, but i didn't want to face reality.

it has been over a week of NOT blog-ing.

attention all : I HAVE A LIFE.

and i dont have the time.

then i also realised that my blog is not interative.

but what the heck!

~

i kind of knew this was going to happen,

yes me being lazy to go for kickboxing.

so NOT surprising!

and the end of the month is in a week.

this means i got to go for kickboxing everyday.

because i still have 6 more classes to attend.

and i am just being lazy.

and so-not-in-the-mood to sweat.

~

alright,i am back to basics.

note: hair is spoiled.

but i look like a school girl now.

thank god for that.

a lot of compliments came my way.

the joke.

we were in the club and we met his friends.

me: i know that girl who is sitting next to your friend.she is an assuntarian but i forgot her name

him: [to his friend] she is from assunta right?

friend: yes she is. [to me] you are an assuntarian?

me: yes i am.

friend: how old are you?

me: how old do you think i am?

friend: 16?

me: no im 13!

i guess along the way i did mentioned that i was an EX-assuntarian.

but its all good.

he thought i was 16.

and im darn proud to be young.

haha!

~

i have a new dog in the family.

her name: DRUNKEE

why?: because daddy took it home when he was high

joke: yes,everyone was high.

the name: ian gave it

mom gave: midnight girl

and i called her girl.

but now,...........

she is OUR drunkee.

~

i have been eating durian.

a LOT.

nice.

yum.

i like this little not-so-interesting updates i do.

it makes you wonder.

and it makes me say,goodbye mate'.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

so bye for now.

.irenedwin.

smiles.

that even buckets of tears just CANT beat this!

and i smile.

thinking back.

how i met edwin.

and how everything took place,its like woah!

the funniest,"she is gillin printers daughter".

do or die,rain or shine....

edwin says, "fill in the blanks"

=)

damn.this.nuisance.

there is this pretty annoying aunty.

her name, aunty rose.

she,is a PAIN.

no!i meant BIG PAIN.

argh!its eating into me.

the fact that she alone can ruin my day.

make me cry,make me 'mang',

make me angry,and just make me!

so the bottom line is i cant get rid of her.

i mean,i cant totally do it.

but there are other ways that i can

make her disapear.

and this month,im out of it.

so i tried another way.

it used to work.

ponstan 500.

and now its failing on me.

and it hurts,bad.

i feel distorted.

no kickboxing.

no ice water.

no watermelon.

no sleeping without panties.

no this.

no that.

i thought with the other invention,

it would help.

then again,it helps.

in certain ways.

so yade yade.

its just.

period.

The.Title.Is.Back

10 update-o's

~

so sales is going on?

this is the time when i stay home.

i dont want to see five of me on the streets.

i havent been shopping.

i wonder where have the money been going too.

food?

surprise surprise!

then.again.what.is.new

~

chillis has delivery service now.

i can get fat feeding on it.

but there is nothing better than,

going to the restaurant and dining

at the bar with the lewis.

better.than.ever

~

sometimes i wonder how am i going to learn my lesson.

then again,is this EVEN a lesson?

i dont know.and i cant find the answer either.

chances?

i give,alot.

but lesson learnt,dont be stupid.

clever.girl

~

one tree hill came into my mind.

i want to walk in my dvd shop and buy it.

and i would be super upset to know part 2 is NOT out.

lets blink that it will be out.

i need to know hows it going.

and i cant download it and watch it on the computer.

its nothing like sitting in front of my TV,

rewind,forward,play the epi how many times i want!

my.style

~

when the blues hit you,

you just want to sleep.

and bumm is all i want to do.

i turned down going out to stay in.

so.not.me

~

i am kind of hooked on to this game on my hp.

lemonade tycoon.

its a game where by you run your own business.

i played for two hours last night.

and for an hour this morning.

and for a few mins earlier.

i.am.sick.of.it.now

~

i stopped buying magazines.

the reason being,

i have no place in my room for it.

and i had to discard my collection.

it weighed about 10 - 20 kg.

come to think about it.

waste.my.money.only

~

i am tired of my hair.

i cant stand the sight of it.

first it being so hard with this and that on it.

never on my list.

second it is shooting in all directions.

okay,the thing is this.

i am just bored of it.

a new look?

yes i think i need one.

and then the black hair grows and its making it look

like something is again wrong with my hair.

its time i dyed it black.

back to basics.

and what about the permed thinga-ma-bob?

i shall start going to the salon and blowing my hair straight.

so that it will end up being how it used to be.

i.need.a.new.look

~

i have a thing for my toes.

i mean its my secret love.

i just love my toes.

besides my chipped toe nail.

then again,i only love it when it is painted.

i.waste.money.feeling.good

~

i think im a beautiful girl.

because i dont work.

the beauty of it,i dont use his money.

but it's really suicidal for him when i say its over.

i pity the man.

ha.ha.ha.ha.ha

~

end-o

i dont think i can go through this.

then again,...

if there is a will,there is a way!

and if he will provide.....

i know i can go through this!

without a doubt.

=)

title : i cant write a title!

so this is eating into me.

WHY CANT I CLICK ON THE TITLE BOX TO TYPE MY TITLE?

ah!irritate.

anyway..........

can anyone beat my record?

i went for a funeral.

and i never got to see the body.

~

i attended a wedding mass and reception.

i still never got introduced to the groom.

~

i walked in herritage row in an evening dress.

-

whatever mentioned only happens when 'he' takes me.

conversation in st. john's cathedral

me: now we can pay our last respect to the granny. everyone is walking up. can we go?

him: you want you go.

me: i dont know who is that and i dont know anybody here!

him: i dont want to go.

me: are you scared to see the body?

him: yes.

JOKE!

conversation in the car/church

[i start complaining about everything]
him: be thankful i took you for the funeral.
me: its not like i had a choice!

JOKE!

conversation in flamingo hotel

me: please introduce me to the bride and groom.

him: okay.

[after 20 - 30 mins]

me: please introduce me to the bride and groom.

him: okay.

[bride comes to the table]

him: this girl wanted to get to know you.

[me:BLANK]

next day.

him: i introduced you to the groom. you met him right?

me: no!

JOKE!

conversation in flamingo hotel before we left

me: im wearing a long dress and how do you expect me to go to a club?

him: its okay.

[in my head,"RIGHT!"]

yade yade yade.

boys will always be boys.

can get pretty stupid at times.

but its okay.

cos when i talk rubbish they deal with it.

*big smile*

title : stupid blogspot

okay so something is wrong with blogspot.
and its starting to annoy me.
maybe i should go back to basics.
when i never did have a title.

now that is that.

i was having a conversation with my parents.

here it goes.

me : have you realised that ping ping [papa's arowana] always jump when we pass by? he does it everytime i walk la.
mom : he is old.
dad : next time walk slowly.dont walk so fast. he is scared of you.

the things my parents can come up with is indeed hilarious!

now that is that.

college begins tomorrow.
im happy and im not.
when am i one?
im neither nor.
it is a little unfair.
only a week's break.
okay better get some knowledge,
before my head turns to mush. :)

now that is that.

i still owe mom money. *sigh*
the con's of not being single.
hahahaha........

i fuss too much....
i talk too much....

i still love myself!and i AM me. :)

okay so goodnight.
imma be dreaming of my prince charming.
for real..

appearance : hobit

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.....

i am lame.

MY results are out.

and i am not content.

somehow i just DONT LIKE the '-' behind my A's.
and i happen to got 3 of it.
alright,minus the last effort put in and bla.
its not bad.

but here's the deal i had with my dad.
it started of with this.

my proposal.

rm50 for every grade A.
deduction of rm5 after grade A.
A = rm50
A- = rm45
B+ = rm40
etc.

papa's says.

okay.
valid till 30 June 2007

i say.

results are coming out soon.
date YET to be confirmed.

papa's says.

okay.agreed.

papa's proposal.

grade A = rm50
grade B = rm100
grade C = rm200

he never changed.

i pity some children.
they want to get the last position in class and they want to get grades from C onwards because the money goes higher!

hahahahahhaahaha.......

i love my papa all the same. :)

tralala.

"when things go uphill and downhill on the same day,
i wish it only went downhill all the way...................." - irene lewis

rain or storm is another form of love.
i have had enough of saying this was true.
its BULLSHIT now.
and pure of it.

moving on with a smile.....

talking about hair roots shooting out.
everyone is mentioning about just touching up the roots.
and i thought to myself,"okay the next time im ever going to the salon to dye my hair is during christmas because its so expensive.and its just not worth it because i can take the money and go for a massage,do my nails,foot reflex.basically pamper myself".
and then,i forgot there was such thing called D.I.Y.

so this happens when nothing is done myself.
from hair,to nails,etcetera.
i dont want to mention,im shy.

tonight is a queit night.
i sit at home and listen to music.
and wait................

and dream of my prince charming tonight. :)

it never gets better.

especially when he's over. ;)

im talking about western kickboxing. (:

so after all that hu ha and miss communication about kickboxing.
i finally went for the trial class yesterday.

to begin with,i found out what TNT stands for.
and i guess,that was a must.
the only thing that comes to my mind when i say TNT or even see it,
its "today not tomorrow".
so this isn't any service,its kickboxing.

anyhoo.
we went there.
and wow,a lot of people for trial class.
i thought there was going to be like 5 students max.
triple the amount of people instead.

and we begun.
[mind you i HAVE NOT done any sort of exercise in ages]
we warmed up,and everything was great.
was still flexible in some ways.
and towards the end of warming up,i was tired.
[only a pig would feel this way,im happy] - im a normal pig. (:

we got our gloves and moved on to punching.
went to the punching bags area,and we were suposse to partner someone our height.
and we learnt a few styles of punching.
that was fine.
but the instructor was giving really fast counts and it was quite tiring.
like you are just punching the bag,not checking if its even right.

next,we moved on to kicking.
okay i knew this was going to be fun.
so we got out partners again and we learnt the styles of kicking.
boy was i tired!
because at one point we had to saturate!
and gosh,i really just wanted to sit on the ground and say,"give up".
the instructor saw a lot of kicks going haywire so he said,"you will do it again if you dont do it right".
and woah,i had to tell myself that i could do it to get the energy.
at last,my turn was ended. (:

i was panting.like a pig. [no wait,a dog]
and it was time to end our session with stretching and breathing.
[thank god]

and so,i realised something.
1) im stronger with my right side.
right punch,right kicks.
2) i lost my stamina.
i have to get it back.

overall,it was fun. (because i have got a background in martial arts) -mess dont you.
[at last im doing something useful and healthy for myself]

so,....
inconclusion,I SIGNED UP!

[now i feel wee retarded because im in pain. my body is aching so much] =(

*sigh* oh well!
it had to begin somewhere...........

i tell myself.......

No, woman, no cry;

No, woman, no cry;

No, woman, no cry;

No, woman, no cry.

Good friends we have, oh, good friends we've lost

Along the way.

In this great future, you can't forget your past

BUT....

Everything's gonna be all right!

Everything's gonna be all right!

Everything's gonna be all right!

Everything's gonna be all right!

I said, everything's gonna be all right-a!

Everything's gonna be all right!

Everything's gonna be all right, now!

Everything's gonna be all right!

So, woman, no cry!

my neopets!

im back to playing neopets. :)

it has been months since i last played neopets on my computer.

thats because i had to download something which i dont know what it is lar.

and knowing me,do you think i know what to download,where to download,how to download?

back to the point,kor kor downloaded it.

and i get to play neopets once again.

my pets are :

1. DeStewpitKacheek
2. RetroBlumaroo
3. ShortayPhatay
4. PhatayGurly

*sorry you cant have a look at my pets. they are shy*

two is a crowd.

when it already happened, you just have to put this on and continue dancing.

before the night ends, let your friends make fun of you.

~

and this becomes a collection.

no, im not a waitress.

never will be.

~

irene just wants to have fun.

and i did,no doubt the hiccups. :)

~

cheers to laundry and their waiters!

so much to blurt but i create my own restrictions for my blog.

and there are reasons to it.

as this is only for eyes to read and not thoughts to run and mouth to ramble,

i say tak nak.

*claps*

and that has got to be the beauty of thinking and then typing. :)

half of the time typing things which is on my other mind. . . .

then my brain comes up with things like my adventure to the moon.

but it makes me laugh.

so what the hedgehog? :)

oh and you know what?

back to my adventure to the moon,

my pail was so full!

collected one TOO many stars.

satisfied period

okay another thing, i got to do my nails.

and it looks pretty.

but tell me can irene actually keep her nails lasting?

and yeah,one fingernail broke and a few chipped at the corners.

BUT...

still looking pretty.

its the red i usually use on my nails. ;)

i love the outstanding scene.

so excuse me dear.

and err,i have been going to laundry so much.

i am starting to point out its flaws.

maybe i should play manager manager. :)

sounds fun to me.

picture 1

so there is something about my fat toes that i love so much.

maybe when it is only with colour i love it.

i cant stand the sight of it when its without.

but you know what, i am confident with them.

:) it looks cute lar hor.

nice mah!

picture 2

sunday lunch is thai food.

sri ayuthaya. *spelling that sounds like that*

expensive lunch for two

but what the hedgehog?

i enjoyed it.

ate till i was content.

but whats the use of paying for such an expensive meal when at the end of the day you pass shit right after you eat.

okay i dont see a point here.

i guess the enjoyment part is divided into two.

the first would be enjoying every spoon full of thai food.

the second would be enjoying the throne i sit on.

:)