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wednesday, 25 june 08
out with the fei-t's. everything was laughs. good day.

thursday, 26 june 08
business* on the go.

friday, 27 june 08
unproductive. wait, a little productive actually.
took kimm for a walk.
sorry, i meant kimm took me for a walk*

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holiday has been good, without a doubt.

p/s: i need money.

dont. try.

i am tired.
i had a good day.

i quickly close my eyes and end the day,
knowing that i laughed so much and did not cry today.

my nails are yellow and my pointer is green.
psst, its the "do" for this month!

p/s: please do not plagiarize my work of nonsense.

up.da.te.s

monday. 23 june 08
nails. check.

tuesday. 24 june 08
business* on the go. hush for now.

p/s: i need a massge.

what if god was one of us?

something i found..

she cries.
she hurts.
but she.
is strong.
out, and smiling.
is strong.
is strong.
she hopes now.


want to know something really amazing?
it goes like this.

i wake up and thank god for the day.
and then i cry because this one particular person cant understand me.
i conclude that its a bad start of my second day.
but then i listen to music, and somehow it makes my tears go away.
and my smile appears.
i look at my pretty pink barbie doll nails.
i know today will be better.
i believe.
hey? heard the saying...
"believe and that believe will be a reality"
yup yup.

p/s: i banished the memories you and i have ever made.

pre menstrual syndrome

women and their doze of nonsense.
well, i wouldnt really call it nonsense.
its not our time of the month either.

its just called pre menstrual syndrome.

the shit we put men through is for laughs.
the shit we put every one through is for giggles.
*correction: not WE but I.

its something i wish i could control.
its something i wish i had power upon.
but i do it unconciously.
its like im asleep and my soul is roaming around and playing twister with all the people in my life.
sad isnt it?
i cant control myself.

this month it really has taken a toll on me.
sad. very sad.

some people suffer from back pain.
but im just plain emotional.

for the first time, FIRST TIME,
i usually dont yea, mind you.
i cried watching one tree hill
what an emo fuck.
hahahahhaha.....but no really i did.
i was crying like,
...jamie was my son.
...my father only had six months to live
...my fiancee doesnt want me anymore

no wait, just laugh at silly me.
just laugh.
cos i will laugh too.
maybe just not now.

i've been losing it.
really losing it.

maybe this whole pre menstrual post isnt going right.

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change topic. :)
lets blog happy.

tomorrow i am going to do my nails.
extensions or normal, not sure.
but mama says, "go do your nails, i will pay"
MY MAMA LOVES ME! =)

p/s: my month break begins! it will be productive, it must. i will update.

n.b. there's a business going on. *hint*

i thought this was better than that.

i am sick of this.
damnation. :)
what a contradiction!
boys are stupid.
have i made myself transparent?
they can be smart.
but that is a whole different story to it.
for now, i know one in particular.
can the numbers be rolling?

my nighter.

the sun is down.
the lights are off.
i cant sleep....no tomorrow

digest it people. digest.

beauty?
what is beauty?
beauty is NOT the covers of magazines.
how photoshop killed beauty..
everybody else would be ugly then.
hey, sad to say but its a fact.
it is.
now, we deal with it.

p/s: communication students learn! they do. they learn truth, fallacies, media and manipulation!

mess, please dont! :)

changed title.

whats interesting in my life that i can talk good nonsense about?

here goes some crap...
been getting back my results now and then,
amazing how i've been keeping up with my D's. :)
had this, "you got a D? you failed? what?" conversation a couple of times.
(note: with multiple people)

*now now,follow me kids, using the V is for Vitagen tune*
i stress that...
D is for distinction,
dont give that expression!

moving along...
next rubbish.
im bored of my hair.
when is IRENE not bored of her hair?
havent tried botak?
but there is already A botak, i dont need to add on.
do i? :)

next bull...
i 'need'/want to do a few things over my next weekend. cos this weekend is nothing BUT assignment. see without an S. its only one! now now..my list:

• manicure pedicure
• dose of hair wash
• body massage
• fish foot therapy
• facial

happy di.

im mentally tired. i cant think good nonsense. this is pretty good for tonight.

p/s: my semester will be over next week. no big? yea.. nothing seems to be able to satisfy me. just as i typed this, something smacked me in the head. GOD can. :) alright, so jesus loves me!

shuu, dont mention.

im almost done with my Computers, Communication & Society 2500 words report.
only thing im left to do is my content page and reference list.

know what is amazing?
word count standing excluding cover page 2298 words.

here are a few facts.

1. collected about 11 journals relating to my topic.
2. dont know what my topic requires me to do.
3. know what my topic wants.
4. i am good at crapping.
5. i crapped kow kow.
6. i crapped my thousands of words.
7. i dont know what i learnt from the report.
8. i dont know anything to do with the topic.
9. i learnt something out of the topic.

now now, enough. :)

i banged kow kow... dont ask me anything about it.

p/s: im happy!

lost.

im at this point in life.
lost?
i must say as much as i dont want to say i am,
i am...

see, i dont understand.
all i ever wanted to do was make a change in someone's life.
but i realized, it didnt work.
failed.
i fail.
i failed.
BUT, i know im not yet a failure.
cos i gave up.
not on myself.
but just on one part of my life.
looks like this life is over.

im a new leaf?
or a bud?
i dont know.

just someone not the same.
ah, i dont know what im saying.
dont try and assume.
no one is me.

p/s: i miss someone.

this doesnt need a title.

i was ignorant.
period.
i did not know petrol price was going up.
went up.
whatever.

so yesterday was one heck of a day.
its raining, going to storm.
therefore i shall keep this short.

anyway im on my bed, with my notebook.
and thank god WiFi is back!

well, yesterday had a few highlights.

i'd begin with uni.
it was fine, no honestly, it was.
=) i played woman married for ten years with just a lot of problems in the marriage.
=) i was sooo super "gung ho" to finish up journals for tutorial too.

psst, carnival meeting was good too.
carnival* let me stress, will be stressed upon when i can find the time to do so.

then it started to rain after class.
like massively.

to my point, group discussion was supposed to be at 7 ish in 1u.
i reached at 10.
yes, 3 hours later.
yeah, i was one of those asses stuck in the crawl dots

to my point, again.
we were stuck at federal highway cutting off ldp.
and i was in that stretch for almost an hour.
(note: my windows were down, i had no fuel)
suddenly feelings werent right.
my GUTT feeling sensed something wrong.
true enough.......

there was a waja, next to my car.
in the waja, was a man.
in his 40's? or whatever.
looked like he was on his way home to his wife and family.
and like me, stucked in the damn crawl.

noticed something so so so weird.
he kept coming close to my car, as though he wanted to cut in.
BUT he never did.
(note: his left window was down)
i, being the driver was tired and was hunching all through out.
but when i decided to sit up straight and stretch,
i noticed something.....
something i've seen before, WOULD NEVER WANT TO SEE IT AGAIN.
yes AGAIN!

that man, supposedly created by God, was WANKING.
okay, in a better term, MASTURBATING.
looking at who? at what?
four girls in a getz, driver - me.

i knew i wasnt wrong.
now you get the whole window down thing?
he was listening to our conversations, looking at us, and wanking.

40 year old virgin, shit.

GOD doesnt fail me.
he did not last night.
with no fuel, i still managed.
no one had to push the car. :)
when i reached the kiosk, i filled my tank and it was rm86.
the maximum i've reached was rm76.
so yeah, my baby was dry.

anyhoo, i must get back to doing my assignment.

getting stuck in the jam scares me.
no, i was wearing a green decent top.
period.

p/s: i will stay content.