THE BESTIES............

ms. lewis & ms. tan

wonder why we make the perfect set of bestie's.

good question.

i WONDER why.

gosh,i just love this creature to bits.

kiss.me.kiss.me.NOT

my computer is yet AGAIN being a pain in my ass.
it never seems to be fine for more than a few months or so.
there must be a problem with either the wireless mouse,wireless keyboard,monitor,cpu.
i just have had about ENOUGH with it.
i shall hush now,i wonder what i would do without it.
MAYBE.....study more`question mark`

HAHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHAAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAHAAHA...

and once again......

OH NOT AGAIN..`with my fellow juvenial delinquents

INDEPENDENCE DAY!

where too tonite..
lets go watch fireworks.
okay,so there`s no where to go.
starbucks and bar flam we stopped at.
it wasnt that bad.
BUT i still didnt get to see the fireworks.
maybe over the t.v`question mark`
NYEH

i had fun with the girls,i never dont.
hush,we were just lucky this time around.
thank god. `smiles`

shout with me
MERDEKA!MERDEKA!MERDEKA!

the wise me says.......

you only get to be this crazy one time.
LET ME BE.
head over heels NOT over you

memories with my fellow juvenial delinquents.

i sat on my chair.
staring at the eyebrow brush.
i rubbed it against the side of my hand.
taking the colour out of it.
pink and purple was it,the one we used.
stared a whole good three minutes at it.
and i just started thinking of `that` friday night.
we were all so happy.
after so long,it was back to the friday nights.
spending it with each other.
dancing was what we couldnt help but want to do.
so many things telling us not too.
so many people irritating me.
but we are only human.
we love the thrills.
we love adventures.
we went on one.

lesson learnt.......NOTHING
you must be joking.
i didnt learn any lesson.
i laughed about it..............maybe im just human

sucks to me and the weather

I AM A SUCKER TO THE WEATHER.......

i sleep when the weather is super nice - rainy day
i sleep when the weather is nice - gloomy day
i sleep when the weather is really not nice - blazing day
i sleep when the weather is not nice - sunny day

WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME

i will play in winter,run in autumn,walk in spring.
i still enjoy life.

...........the weather kills,but it is `cantik`

my keyboard is screwed up...

some random guy called me earlier..
boy was he a rude child of God..
he demanded where i lived,my age and where i was schooling..
i am shocked..
it seems he is matthew from klang..
i hope he stops bugging my life..
im so sick of this stoooooopid nonsense..
i mean,common who can come up with good nonsense like how i do it best`question mark`

irene says........

i eat strawberries but not strawberry ice cream.
i eat cheese but not cheese cakes.
i eat eggs but not the egg yolk.
i eat chocolates but not chocolate pudding.
i eat tomatoes but not raw tomatoes.

the wise speaks

the earth is too big for me to lay my eyes on anything...

confession of a 17 year old girl....

FACTS!

1. the one week holiday has come to an end
2. spm trials will kick start on the 30th of august

IRENE......

• hasn't completed her sylabus
• is doomed!
• is STILL relaxing

FEI-T andrea turns 17.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREA.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HER !

*its my hand,oo check out my sexy nails*

I DECORATED THE CAKE.

EXCEPT FOR THE *7* AND THE LAST *A* ON HER NAME

DADDY & MUMMY IS MY SUPERHERO!

this is how the conversation was like.....................

{noisy background}
me : hello mom.
mother : yes b.
me : can you go to the toilet or something.
mother : i cant hear you.
me : YES I KNOW,GO TO THE TOILET!
mother : im in the disco,partying.music is loud.
me : mom,the club im in just got raided.
mother : oh!
me : we didnt bring our ic.
mother : why didnt you bring it?
me : we only have our money and hp's.
mother : shit!
me : i know.
mother : i'll call you back soon.

{a few minutes after that}

mother : B!
me : yeah mother.
mother : dad and i are on the way from kl.

WHAT WOULD I DO WITHOUT THEM?

my parents are nothing but supportive!
gosh,i could NEVER ask for more.
the LEWIS was awaiting me to get out of the club.
....because of ME,all my parents friends came

IMMA SCREW UP HUH!
THEY LOVE ME ALL THE SAME,NOT EVEN AN INCH LESS.
THANK GOD!

wild wild night........

I LEARN'T SOMETHING ON FRIDAY NIGHT.

DO NOT GO AGAINST THE LAW.

excuse me miss

I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH MY SOCIAL LIFE.

after a long tired day,a chair for your ass?

i look at my nails.
sexay in hot pink.

i look like a "musang" after the MAC makeover.
that's a good compliment given to me by delaine and natasha.
whoops.dont stare hard,im beautiful. =)

i am broke.
i love the present i got for *her*
i got my hairband at last.
i am going to be shaking my ass all night long.
i look very good after the makeover.
i splurge on stuff as usual.
i am very tired.
i ...................................................................................am single!

i went to 1utama with mother yesterday........

aim : get a dress for grandfathers centennial birthday

we walked for about 6 hours.
came home with NO dress.

instead,mother and daughter got their nails done and bought clothes.
~outing with mother was super fun.
I COULD NOT AS FOR MORE. *smiles*

im so happy,all so naughty and happy and gay/bla!

i gave him everything i could.
i gave him everything he never got.
he got me spending.........................
guess what?
im forgotten.
but im smilling.
im lovin' life.
they are spending...........................
lets eat lala! ;)

heard the saying "PAY BACK IS A BITCH"?
TAKE IT!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

thursday : shopping with mother,dee's church item
friday : meeting my delaine,girls night out
saturday : andrea's night out
sunday : family day

sorry im booked.
you cant have me.
just feeling so full of myself.
sue me.

I MISS MY BESTFRIEND! *flies a kiss to my beAstie*

dont get it?
dont bother.

Hak Cipta Terpelihara

do not read my blog if you think its not up to your standard.

*shows the most spastic smile*

i've just had about enough comments from people.
then reality struck once again,this is life.you've got to deal with these people.
oh hey,guess what?
they laughed at me.i smiled and said,okay if it makes you happy by all means;laugh.

I LEARNT SOMETHING TODAY.

be the bigger person,don't stoop down to people's low mentality.

nuff said.

my sanctuary...

im loving this.

this is my room.

i wake up lookin at this.

i go to sleep lookin at this.

i change lookin at this.

whats so interesting..

sometimes when i just lay in bed and look at the walls,i see what my friends has left for me to read;of which im not aware that they even wrote it.

i got my mood back!
*drops jaw*

I AM HAPPY!

i slept at about 3 today morning but SURPRISINGLY i woke up before 9.
was feeling very good and in the mood so i text my fei-T's.
i woke everybody i think.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
im just spreading the LOVE.

so................i studied last night.thank god!

and since i've got no plans today as shopping with mother is cancelled,imma do a 4 hour study.

IRENE STUDYING FOR 4 HOURS??????????
wait for the updates.
*ahem* i'll try.

oh oh....im in trouble!

alrite!
so i laid my ass on the computer seat;sitting like a tauke's daughter.
i was just chatting with my fei-T,spining on the chair,listenin to music.
btw,im not feeling too good.been having a bad head ache,body ache..ah whatever la!
AND THEN..............................................................
reality struck.i haven't been studying!
SO.....
im going to study now.
HAHAHA!
retarded huh?!i feel like going out.
so in order to go out,i need to study first to feel good.
alrite!

i say.............

LIFE SHOULD BE NUTS,IF NOT IT'S GONNA BE A BUNCH OF THURSDAYS;ALL STRUNG TOGETHER

suddenly everything has changed..

today is a brand new day.somehow something wasn't going right last night but because i was so sleepy,i just dozed off.i realised that i always want things my way,which is not a good thing but everyone has their negative side and this is mine.i tend to get upset when things do not go my way but this is life i'd stress again!so,i've got my days planned out already.i think i just wasted my yesterday but no regrets.i don't want to regret anything i do,bla!grandfather's birthday is coming,i cant wait to get my dress/gown.im going shopping with mother tomorrow.maybe i realised something today morning.oh wait,i only woke up at about 11 something which was nearing the afternoon.so as i was saying,...wait!i wasn't even thinking about it instead i was just questioning myself,WHY WHY WHY?i saw a few magic tricks last night.it freaked me out and again i had so many questions.i want the ANSWERS to EVERYTHING!i live each day not even thinking whats going to happen the next.so here it is,i live life each day.i think i should stop writing for now,if not this is just going to be long,draggy and boring.these are words,but it cant make me happy.let me whine,there is no food in the house.i dont know what to eat or rather im just sick of the food at home.i feel time is too precious to be wasted on a phone call.lately i haven't been in the right state of mind.im just so weird,i think.i wonder what kind of life i live,as i am the person who says,i think.......i think just way too much and with this wild imaginary of mine,lets not go there.it freaks me out too.gosh,so here it goes.....I CAN ONLY IMAGINE!

P.O.L.L.Y

her name is polly.
i had a hard time taking this shot.

i scared her and she flew off me.

i scared myself and i just went on the ground.

im lovin' the clutsy-NESS!

im tired of what people are saying.
stop ruling my life.
stop telling me what to do.
just STOP it!
i've gotten more than enough.
if you went through life,let me go through it.
sucks to you and your comments.
im living my life,not yours.
thanks for the advice.
its trash to me.

DO NOT JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER.

why it is not good to vent your anger on your blog?
ya loved ones read it.

alas good.......

i likey my new skin.

*big smile*

well,i still aint good in reading html codes.

sucks to that BUT with friends who knows how to,nothing goes wrong.

*wink*

i learnt a lesson.

do not take THEM for granted.

*smiles*

fiction : i enjoy reading malay novels.

my aim : finish reading konserto terakhir by abdullah hussain

started : 17 august 2006
date to finish : by the 27 august 2006

let's hope i achieve this!
oh for once,something?

i made a potato dish.
its in the oven now.
lets hope this works out.
the last time i remember making a dish,
it turned out like crap!
so here's to irene and her potato dish.
cheersssssssssssssssssss

dont mind me..

changes

rush of insecurities,
tumbling and falling,
apart it came,
never will it be.
happiness fills my heart,
anger fills my mouth,
this is not right,
its bullshit!
the feeling sucks,
but hey,accept it!
this is what you call...
"the differences"
this is life.

i'd burst one day to hear you say
that insecure is how you feel.
you are stupid,foolish,everything im not.
i cant believe it,i never will.
this is life again.
sucks to you and your differences.

i can never see you again,
it doesnt feel the same.
i know we can still be friends,
but now the question is when?

bla bla bla.
BULLSHIT!

i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
i somehow am still feeling very lethargic.
*shows sour papaya face*
there is something missing.i cant find it.
yesterday's conversation was just o-kay.
i was patient,very in fact.well,thats not me,remember?
im feeling very off.i wished my fei-T's and i went to school.
then maybe they'd keep me accompany till school's out.
so yes,we did not go to school and im sitting infront of the screen listenin to music
and typing this sappy blog.
im listenin to "you had a bad day".
damn boy,im gonna miss my fei-T's.
what more when i saw them yesterday and im missing them so much already.
im waiting.how long can i wait?
it is coming.oh crap.i dont want it.

imma be so over it!

why i am lost and confuse.....

the sinaps is at it's peap of growing in my brain and its over lapping each other.

nuffsaid.

this is the new thing.
say cheese with your eyes close!
unique us.
it only happens to us......
I AM GONNA MISS EM!

the darkness of a man's heart will always see the light of day

bla bla bla............

i've just got no mooooooood to study.
sucks to that!

i just need and want to r&r.
REST AND RELAX.

f.y.i,i.d.k.w.g.o.w.m
hey,thats called 'THE' talk.

i am officially a confirmed catholic.

two confirmed sexy catholics.

sisters to sisters.

*smiles*

who puts mayonise in a chocolate cake?
i found someone. *wink*

i got my toes pretty in red.
im a spoilt pampered brat.

ah,im somehow not feeling too good.

im getting confirmed tomorrow.

my tummy is racing..............

FEI-T's...........

andrea leong,smells like keong.
delaine tan,fucking dumb.
irene lewis,round like kubis.
marcia anne,hairy hand.
michelle kummar,looks like uma.

ALL IN THE NAME OF FUN.

copyrights reserved.
06'

MAY BABY! -mhmm,nei,maybe?

Stubborn and hard-hearted. -mhmm
Strong-willed and highly motivated. -mhmm
Sharp thoughts. -maybe
Easily angered. -mhmm
Attracts others and loves attention. -mhmm
Deep feelings. -mhmm
Beautiful physically and mentally. -mhmm
Firm Standpoint. -mhmm
Needs no motivation. -maybe
Shy towards opposite sex. -nei
Easily consoled. -maybe
Systematic (left brain). -mhmm
Loves to dream. -mhmm
Strong clairvoyance. -nyeh
Understanding. -maybe
Sickness usually in the ear and neck. -nyeh
Good imagination. -mhmm
Good physical. -mhmm
Weak breathing. -mhmm
Loves literature and the arts. -mhmm
Loves traveling. -mhmm
Dislike being at home. -mhmm
Restless. -mhmm
Not having many children. -maybe
Hardworking. -mhmm
High spirited. -mhmm

By beautiful fei-T marcia
To her one and only sexy Lolita.


Multi-tasking
With feelings

How much can you feel in a moment?

Here goes

Life is such

Love
Infatuation
Crushes
Are a whole different ball game

Its just...

I feel
Stupid
Foolish
Blind
For having hope

I knows its a never
Still blur
Confused As ever

The cause:
Him

With his
Smile
Charm
Hair

Being goofy

Pink, green and black
Colours bring out feelings
Ignites a spark

He..
Is hot
Dare to say forever?
Its just me

Drive me in your car
Always in the front seat

Gloomy
Raining
The bed (or table) calls to me

Girls night out
Pool
Good food
Being pigs
Love it.

Places and faces
All pass by like
The speed of light
Do I stop?
Dont sweat it

Great minds
Studies and work
The gap as broad as ever

They said....
He said...

Texting is not in the dictionary
A word I created
Of an action done every hour
Of every day

Karma loves me
I give it a purpose in life

Emotions run over me
I should:
Forget it
Walk away
Its hopeless

Just say the word
Thats what I want to hear

Part of me
Hates
Runs

I am Irene
Loving the Lewis

irene says........

i think rose is a..!!!!
im greater than this.

im lost for words,
i stare blankly into space.
i need a soul,
he'd make me happy.
i cant be like this,
my life is on pause.
i need to play it,
please press the button.
im like a puppet,
controlled by my feelings.
at the moment,
its not steady.
i hate the way it controls me,
i feel stupid.
the greatest above all,
my conscience.
i love.i adore.
i crave.i am.

playing the waiting game?

i didn't think that such a small incident can snap at me like that!
i cant write my feelings.if only my hands could type how i felt.
HUH?
its like,im waiting,im angry,im agitated,im curious,im wondering.

MY MIND IS BLURRING............................
i need to hit my books to get my mind outta things.

p/s : dont ask.its my secret. *sick smile*

IRENE LEWIS.
GET OVER IT!

overused sentence by the fei-T's for the day.
"eh,dont think that dick cant see you using your handphone"

lets give the men something to talk about.
hush now and listen.
im adored by many.
oh well,be quiet.listen to the swatch watch ticking.
its just telling you to wait at your dead bed.

karma strikes again!
lesson learnt.
DONT "accidently" send the message to the wrong person.
ladies,i know we're good at this. *winks*
lets give a toast to us.boo men.

this world is very uncivilised.

and the truth is, men who have no respect for women are already paying the price for their behaviour... they have no "hot chick" to be proud (coz girls hate them) and later in life, they end up old and lonely, with nothing! -my wise friend

this old faggots love staring.
oh daddy daddy,please scoop their eyes out!
and i'll make *hum choy* soup. *smiles*

i did the right thing by saying "shut up!"
sue me.
they said,"wah besarnya"
shoot them.

im off with the world.
imma hate you so bad.

i think he's cute.
ops,i mean't he's hawt.

i think she's sexay.
yeah,the girl i saw in the mirror.

another me.
another you.

we'll pull through................we'll find another us.

it's been awhile i told the world how my life is..

here it goes...........
i slept at 3 in the morning.i was doing work till 2 and i was on the phone from 2 till 3 am.
i woke up this morning at 10.and i hit the books at 11.its 12.35 now,i stopped writing at 12.30.
i wish to continue at 1 and stop at 1.30 because the driver is coming at 2 to pick me up for tuition which is at 2.30.
got it?

thats the time zone im living in.

besides that,............................
i have been VERY back dated with movies and tv programmes.sad huh!
its been ages since i last watched tv and went to the cinema.so what exactly have i been doing?
gosh,its sad to actually say it.tuition has been filling up my days.

life is beautiful.im alive and kickin everyday. *smiles*

STUDY STUDY STUDY.

IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!

lets call my room the kitchen.
it plays a better role as kitchen than room.
only one reason to support what i say....
IT FREAKING SMELLS OF FOOD THE WHOLE TIME!

no comments.

im sick of living in this....i cant wait.....................
o yes,I CANT WAIT!

months away,

school is out,

friends are gone,

new ones found.

i am lost,

what is this,

life goes on,

its the start.

another thing,

another world,

another story,

another girl.

reality check,

this is bad,

its not a game,

im not the player.

sail away,

i want my life,

be it bad,

screw the new.

its enough,

i have to move,

not a leap,

just a step.

walk with me,

i'll show you life,

follow me,

we'll all just lie.

this is fake,

whats left of me,

this is life,

its what you get.

i am afraid,

i just realised,

oh please help me,

dont tell the world.

a part of irene06'

cos everytime we.........................................................

i like men who behave like men-strong and childish!

cant you feel my heart beat fast?

WHERE THERE IS GLORY THERE IS SUFFERING.......

.......but i can dream again

these pictures need no explanation.........

its with the people who makes my smile bigger than ever

today was like,"those were the days when the three use to go everywhere together"....
i went to 1utama or some would call it ou and yes i went there with dee and drea.

we :-
`ate like pigs in daves deli.
`snapped pictures there like it was a photography shoot session
`bought hair bands;green,pink,yello
`splurged money on the photo machine.
`ran around 1utama.
`laughed so loudly and made alot of heads turn 180 degrees.
`complained while waiting at the taxi stand.
`were approached by some "blacks" who said we looked "CUTE"
`tried and bought clothes together.
`HAD a BLAST!

....i can actually sit,close my eyes and imagine the whole picture with them. *smiles*

we are not fake.

flip flops,train rides,two psycho's = FUN!

my new skin?wow!~

just lovin'............

get use to it till i find a better one.

this is my new chapter...........

"ANOTHER ME"

EQUATION 1

STUDY = NO FAIL

EQUATION 2

NO STUDY = FAIL

EQUATION 1 + EQUATION 2

STUDY + NO STUDY

ASSUNTARIAN

FAIL + NO FAIL

FACTORISE :

STUDY (1+NO) = FAIL (1+NO)

THUS,STUDY = FAIL

YOU SPEND A LIFETIME TRYING TO ACQUIRE KNOWLEDGE AND UNDERSTANDING AND WHEN IT SEEMS THAT ALL HAS BEEN GRASPED,

LIFE ENDS........

nyeh nyeh......fast and furious!

alrite,.....

things does NOT always GO your WAY.

so thats a fact you've got to DEAL with for the rest of your life.

it is hard,but when you find the reasons why....

its the simplest task to do.

walk AWAY!

easier said THAN done.

i HATE seeing my friends cry.

it cuts so deep and it hurts.

..to see what they are going through is itself a torture to me.

im gathering myself..slowly!

its everywhere.

i'll find another YOU.....