..renedee..

dee : beAstie *bad*

rene : monster *blue one eye*

and yet again,every guy still wants a taste of us.*ahem*

okay..........lo!

my weekend was not bad at all.
went for facial.yay!that was good stuff.
played pool.been slacking!*sigh* haven't been playing much actually.
shiesha'd after a long time.and i mean LONG!

am i rite or am i rite?

"MEN ARE FULL OF STUPIDITY"

nodd ya head. :)

dont start

drama drama drama...........
and it goes on and on!

something that hit....

"they are the people i can rely,count and depend on.they will never put me down."
-dee-

"even the one person who you trust the most and rely on will put you down once."
-rene-

so whats your definition of true friends,close friends,best friends,or just friends?

thought hard about it.......no conclusion.no comments.

my friday....AFTERNOON!

how one thing led to another.
we went for lunch and then decided to go to watsons to stock up on our tampons.
we went out of watsons with everything except the tampons.
we wanted to pamper ourselves.yes!
we had a good time pampering ourselves.
next appointment,next week!
hahahahahahahahahaha......
andrea and i laughed alot today but now im scared......am i going to break down by tonight?
*crosses fingers* why cant i laugh all i want without crying?

ah!!!!

6 days and still counting...........................

hush!

why is 3 not enough?

ne ne ne bu bu`

chocolate flow............

movie marathon?

been catching alot of movies lately.
errr,when is the mid terms again?
hahaha!
here's the list.

1. salaam namaste *good movie*
2. pride & prejudice *slow movie*
3. bride & prejudice *good movie*
4. the notebook *good movie*
5. if only *i no likey the movie*

I'VE GOT GOOD TASTE! *wakaka*

a movie a day. =)

oh no.....shriekz!

mummy and daddy is off to langkawi.................
the household is not perfect.
im awaiting their return!
how weird when so many people would love of their parents to be away...
then goes him to langkawi.............................
im expecting alot.haha!
anyway,i need a break.
i need a H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!
oh oh mama mia,..........................
asking for alot?*slaps forehead*

sunday bloody sunday~

it came on a sunday morning and it stayed.
it said it wont leave till it is over.
oh no,im stuck with it!for a week?
it kills me.it eats me.it bloats me.
it makes me cry.till its satisfied.
why why why?
why did it come on a sunday to ruin the day?
you know what?
im going to fight it till it dies!
im the heroin for today,forever.

literature hitting........

no fighting.........!!!!!!!! *the wise me speaks*

it`s interesting to see how one can argue with another(in particular the opposite gender) but have different thoughts in their head.
then you might wonder,why argue?
just hit the sack.it`s way better.
don`t fight! ;)

translation.....
GO FIGURE!

googly woogly!

okay.......
and so i manage to order my contact lens and my pair of glasses which came up to rm400.
which is not bad because i wanted this pair of glasses from guess which were rm500.
shrikez...... =/
so its another look for irene with her new glasses.bleh!
my eyes are delicate and soft,its fragile.oh so glassy!
googly in my new glasses.
mom says its nice.
cheryl says its nice.
ian says its,ah..i shall not mention!
i say its funky.i likey likey!

believe it.

death doesn`t put an end to love

agree?

sex is reproduction through love

dont try....

TO GIVE UP IS TO ADMIT DEFEAT.
IT IS WHEN YOU LET EVIL TAKE CONTROL OF YOU.
DON`T GIVE UP!

listen........do i do?do you want to hear me say it?

okay,im suppose to hit the sack now but i dont know what made me walk to the computer.
weird eh.anyway,still been pretty off.............
i wrote this letter to you.
if you happen to find it,you'd know the contents then.
besides,i aint saying. =']
okay,been surviving the tough stuff.
*clap clap clap*
i love my beAstie.she sot!

bleh,i know im pretty.;)

you had a bad day.
your camera dont lie.
TOO BAD!

psst,i had a good nite.i ate the daylights........

says he..

THE FASTING HAS ENDED AND THE FEASTING HAS BEGUN....

pls keep my secret.........

dear diary,

life hasn't been treating me well.its being a bitch as per usual but the really interesting part is i've been able to pull through it.it's made me a stronger person(not to rely on *).besides that,everything is great.my friends,my family.oh!well well,i've been getting pissed off easily(not with my friends,mind you).hang that.hang it*!hmmph,tonight is the night i get to have a feast again.yes,i cant wait!ha,in a way that is.tonight is the night where i was looking forward for one reason but no longer that reason no more.see,no way on earth are you going to have fun without me.party like never before but i'd prefer having a nice family one and with "MY LOVED ONES".diary,i've got a problem.see,i've lost the meaning of sacrifice.whats that?seems like a very big word.gee,thats sad you know.why am i getting affected by it?oh wait,it is not affecting me actually.haha!well,im happy diary.and i promise i aint going to shed a tear.no one is going to ruin my day.not it.not any dumb soul who fail to have a life.

"im not going to shed my tears for someone who isn't worth my tears"

i live to tell my kids that,"your papa aint worth my tears"....
HAHAHA.GUGUGAGA`.

btw diary,my b'day is a month from now.my fei-T's have started planning my day.oh,how sweet!i know.gosh,i feel so loved.i dont need it's love.NO! =) im still happy anyway.

okay diary,i got to go now.cell phone have been beeping so many times.will write soon.

DIARY! my life isn't life anymore. its become something not a real part of me. shh!thats my secret................... would i lie to you?

mucho's love...................

fei-T's oh fei-T's..........

the fei-T's.
i adore.
we laugh and cry together.
we're sisters.
no one will bring us apart.
they are my life!
they are my better half.
they love me.
ha,i love them too!
they let me play with my
socks in school.
they pamper me.
so loved.....................

recycle,reuse,reduce

RECYCLE,THINK BEFORE YOU THROW.

yeah ha!

im super good at whining.
how about award me with that talent of mine?
......i'd run to receive my award!

my hips dont lie.
sorry but i cant help falling in love with you.
red red wine you make me feel so fine....................

my little thoughts....

sipping on a mocha frappe taste so good after such a long time.the day has been really chilly.its a month away from my 17th birthday.my nails are hurting me.there is so much i wanna eat.i want to indulge in my snacks later.chocolate doesn't know whats happening in my life.it wasn't what i thought it would be after using my braces.bla bla................

sunsets make me go oh.....................

miracles happen.when you believe.

i live to see this scenery someday soon somehow.

oh so dazzling!

its like this.......

POPULARITY IS A JOB.

so,this is it.

lent is coming to an end.............
one day to go!

TO MY FEI-T'S....... =)

I would give up ev'rything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I fin'ly found unvarnished truth
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heartache would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My ev'ry wish and ev'ry dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
'Cause, fei-T's, I'm so thankful I found you

I will give you ev'rything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I cherish ev'ry part of you
'Cause, without you beside me,I can't surive
Don't want to try
I'f you're keeping me warm each and ev'ry night
I'll be all right
'Cause I need you in my life

See, I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back, I guess
It shows that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
The gift of what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My ev'ry wish and ev'ry dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet fei-T's, I'm so thankful I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My fei-T's, I'm so thankful I found you

LOVE ALWAYS,
FEI-T IRENE

she will be loved.

Sometimes life can be a burden
Tryna stay one step ahead
I feel the world upon my shoulder each time
I'm standing out on the edge
And my hopes have all deserted me
Like they washed away in the sand
And it's hurting my pride
Tryna survive
But i know i stand a chance

When life is getting me down,
getting me down,
i'm close to defeat,
Come and lay ur hands on me.

morning news flashing on cnn

i woke up this morning
and just knew it wasn't my day.
i need to talk to you
our times are just as bad.
i want to do something
but my heart is not up for it.
i tell myself just fuck it
and just have a blast today.
its easy said than done
when it comes to us and we.
but all i want to say is
you were never there for me,
yesterday,today,now!

if this sounds painful,look into my eyes.you'll see thorns...............

dont phunk with my heart.............

people break promises.
no one is ever not going to lie to you.
the world is cruel.
they are ordinary people.
i am one of those.........
today,today and today.
today was a bitch to me!
i will eat today's dinner tomorrow.
conclusion,im still happy!

tada...........!
when life is being a bitch to you,you be a bitch back!
that way,you will still be happy.you will be able to sleep.you will smile again.you will not care about the world.you will live.WHY?because this is life!
LIFE IS A BITCH!

my happy ending!

and so that was the last time i heard his voice..............................
i never got too ever again.
THE END

M.I.S.E.R.Y

misery is what i feel when you're not around.....................
its misery!
will you catch me?

quite true.....

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You are fickle and tend to fall out of love easily.You bounce from romance to romance.

im out!

lately something hasn't been going on right.i feel like im just hiding and hoping that everything will be alright in a couple of hours.i wonder why i always cant have a peace of mind.im too afraid to even look at it.but heck,its reality.something is wrong.i feel like the smiles i give are fake.pure.why do people always think and asume?why do "i" always think and assume?something is wrong but im too busy with life to even look at it.i miss the days when i had all the fun.life isn't all about fun you dim wit.yes,its a smack on the face.studying?dont go there.the mood is not there.something is wrong!i can tell myself this but all i do is eat my feelings.ha!thats a nice thing to do when you cant think.but what about the other hours when you do put some thought to it?all i long for is happiness and that i cant get?yes.something is not right.something bad is going to happen?im hungry.i wanna eat to be happy.how pathetic.someone too afraid to face reality.yes,its me half the time.but the other time,i fight with reality.to make my fantasy come true.oh boy,the world is confusing me.me being three quater confused,always up for anything.whats happening?sometimes i wish this life didnt ask me to make choices everyday because i suck at it.i cant choose,so fickled till everything is alright for me.now,thats bad.im so put off with people,etc.no names mentioned.common,reality check fuck you man!but hey,this was it.i was a kid.i was innocent.i was just a little girl trying to have fun.i was this girl who laughed and laughed and laughed.i was.................but i am not anymore.when i met you,you were my first put down to the world.you corrupted me,my life.you had your fare share and ran far away.you come into my life again.you came in again.and again.like a bloddy kukubara.and then you go.i fail to make decisions.why did you have too?but well,everything happens for a reason and that has made me a stronger individual that i am today.im off to eat.eat my feelings.and eat this shit!

i can see clearly now......

i've been down lately with this flu,sore throat,bla,bla.
so annoying.what more irritating.
i wanna recover so i can eat again!
eat eat eat......................................and EAT!

oh....have you seen irene?

she is missing!*yikes*

has anyone seen me?

or is it real drastic??????

atleast i dare..............................................

AM I RITE OR RITE?????

la la la la.....

sounding like a toad once in a while does make you feel sexy.....

you take it down.

i call this one classic.

my favorite things.

food!

sudden craving for tom yam soup.
alfredo for anyone?
macaroni and cheese?
how about marmite????{THATS WHAT IM DRINKING}
*yikes*

WHAT SAY YOU?

my turquoise house slippers make me feel so girly. *wee*
just like my mummy....................

shoud i or should i not?
pro's

• look younger
• a new style.

con's

• it will disturb my face
• my colony might come out

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA...............

sneeze........

its high time premier and royal gold made me be their number 1 user.
gosh,tissue paper has been pilling up on my table every morning.
{sigh} ha chu! ha chu! ha chu!
driving me insane.now when am i sane?haha!

bad try....

so i was bored.nothing to eat.or more like sick of the food at home.
just decided to experiment on some macarroni and cheese.
lets just say,it was bad.very bad.
it didnt turn out the way i wanted it to turn out.
i feel like barfing............oh no!

practice makes perfect??
more like i just cant cook!

SCHOOL DAYS?

been extremely tired this past two days that i ended up sleeping in school like a pig.

hmmph,but with lovely friends like mine,they wake me up when schools out,pack my stuff,carry my bag in ready position to be slipped onto my shoulders,squirt water so my eyes can open a little.

now thats what i call sweet...............................................LIKE TOTALLY!

see,it aint that much.

"the difference between ordinary and extraordinary is that little EXTRA"

the results``

LOVE IS A RESPONSIBLE ACTION..... `learn't something. =)

my highlights..................

` bubu met a few friends there.
` i played street soccer with the guys.girls team won. ;)
` im a drunken master.haha!
` my genius idea of making cup mamee using the heater water didnt quite work out.thank god we didnt get any tummy ache.we had crunchy maggee with recycled flavoring water.
` manage to finish almost all the junk i brought.
` everyone was shocked when they saw me with my 3 bags.

overall.it was good.had fun.no regrets. *smiles*