i can do it.can you?

how does this sound...

"i was super late,i did not want to make my aunty wait"

"no matter what,do or die,rain or shine,you will rescue me all the time"

"my tummy is so freaking pain,it is driving me insane"


.......................when im feeling blue all i got to do is take a look at you?

hey,my day begun with a beautiful disaster.dejavu?

candid.i.miss.

if there is something I MISS CHO MUCH.

its has got to be my LONG HAIR!

if only i could turn back time.......

one day or another,im gonna get you!

so lets just say today was a beautiful disaster!
heard the latest?
the world hates me because im universally loved.

aunty rose will be staying for the next few days.she missed me so damn much!
I MISS HER TOO,OH SO TOOTING MUCH!
i quote.."kill the beast,slit her throat,drink her blood"

i jumped over the moon to see you but i forgot that you were in between the stars looking at me.
JINKO!

..........a new day will come and wash away my tears

words can be divided to two parts.....one for you,one for me.laugh!

this is so confusing.
i sometimes wonder where is this leading.
to the stars might seem like the 'lonkang'.
i have the world on my head and gravity at the tip of my fingers.
this ride can get better if i stop everything.
i feel stupid for nothing thats why im lost.
what is left of me is not what you see,its gone.
so now they ask and i say i dont know.
tomorrow the same thing happens and im lost,yet again.
im sick of this and im tired of nothing.
hey guess what.
these are only words that came to my mind.
its nothing.its pathetic.
just laugh it off,brush it off tonight.
im so happy and witty and gay.

"take my life and all that i have to give,take my world just inherit all of it,take my dreams and make them assuredly yours"

this might just be words but its VERY powerful when sung.

my first to everything.....

you know...its really been sometime.

so anyway i went to glad tiding's yesterday for the PARADISE LIVE concert.
it was such a last minute thing but yes i went in the end.
i missed the starting but i was there when worship started.
i wasn't blur as the songs they sang,i've sang them all before when i attended the first concert.
the amazing part of this whole thing was i actually let my spirit flow with the songs.
i let myself go and it was so nice to feel and know that GOD was there.
such a beautiful experience.

I SAY...."GOD IS IN HEAVEN,ALL IS FINE!"

ah kongs.100th.birthday.

the best friends looked B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L.
one shot with the stoner,keith.

its familia boy!
just so you know,its the new thing in town.

cheese with your eyes close.

hotness.

little victoria with the besties.

i say..three boys,a girl at the ballroom couch.
we,the receptionist.
another one with the guys.
hey sexy lady,i like your men?

sister in law loving.

GUESS?

nice?

another to add to my collection.

im loving this. VERY MUCH.

listen to what they say.

if love is blind,marriage is an eye opener.
so agreed by many.

after a long time............
i heard hao xin fen shou by wang lee hom and candy lo.
nice song. *smiley face*

so the thing is,SPM is 57 days away.
come on,COUNT AND SHOUT WITH ME.

life is great.
it only needs a couple of people to make it better.
a new day has come.
he taught me something.
i want to be successful.

"impossible is only to be found in the dictionary of fools"

my THIRD TIME typing this...

i love my household.
simply because..

my room

• the flush in the toilet is broken *thanks to ian*
• the ceiling has a visible hole *thanks to the animals walking on it*
• the door can be open by giving it a slight push *thanks to irene,always slamming it*
• the air-con has its mad mood swings
• the mirror and hanging stand is going to collapse soon as there is too many things hanging on it,in particular my handbags
• the fan makes this funny sound when it is switched on.
• the room smells like the kitchen at all times.
• the toilet smells like..lets not even go there!
• the radio in my room cant play cd`s at all.

my house

• the automatic gate has an automatic maid *irene,mummy,kakak*
• the kitchen chairs from six became three *thanks to kimm*
• the back sliding door is stucked and it cant slide properly
• the computer has its really mad mood swings *thanks to the wireless keyboard and mouse*
• the light in the main toilet lets out this funny sound when it is on
• the heater in the main toilet shoots out cold water even though the heater is on
• the t.v. controllers have to be knocked first before it is used

HOW CAN I NOT LOVE THE LEWIS RESIDENCE?

they call it,we call it,you call it,i call it..........LOVE

the question was,which to be put on my blog.

then i thought,just put it all up.

delaine and i in mid valley together.

after a long time.................

we started.not again!
you ask,whats with the look. i say its the love.
we bought a white pair of slippers.another same thing to add into our list.
we love it.
she helped me find some stuff.so here is one to the two besties shopping.

life is B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L

so it is over.but not over.
mocks are over.spm is not.

you get it right?
alot has been happening.

updates.

i got ....

• euphoria blossom * ian bought it
• guess pink watch * a present for shopping
• guess black wallet * ian bought it

okay.alot to update.

so.you.know

it is 2 more days till the big day.
it is 4 more days till its over.

if you are talking about waiting,i so cant.
buy me a java chip.i wanna slurp all night.

the other side of me.you.we.

today was today.
alot happened.

you know what.
i fucking care.

enough said dumbo!

im sick of this shit you put me through.
im tired of this shit i go through.
its all coming back to me now.
i take it.

fuss pot number 1

so here is the thing.
i did wake up on the wrong side of the bed.
i am cranky but im recovering.
my crankiness is a sickness!

the things i made a fuss about.....

• the music on the computer was soft and i couldnt hear.
• the chair i was sitting on was low and it kept on falling back.
• i couldnt find a nice song to listen too.
• my room was smelling like fried veggie when i woke up.
• i had a tummy ache and it stayed for a while.
• my toilet also smelled like fried veggie while i was on my throne.
• my cell phone was beeping while i was sleeping and it woke me up so many times.
• the sliding door where i am siting now was closed and there was no sunlight.
• the cake granny asked me to eat was to soft.
• the boy who was texting me.
• the `sheesus` weather in the afternoon.
• my tagboard which is `kuks`.
• my wimamp is playing crap music.
• my best friend is not replying me and i havent got him anything for his birthday.
• daddy's birthday is coming and i havent gotten him anything too.
• the fact that i have to study but im doing this.

actually the list goes on............................BUT im still cranky.

i dont wanna write lar. `ish ish`

the family thang.

the big event is on the 16th of september.

it is going to be my first time attending a centinneal birthday.
best part is,it is my kong kong`s.
i cant wait.
no no no no no,i cant.
i got my dress.
i got my heels.
i got my accessories.
i did not get the gloves,it is not my wedding YET.
.......hahahaha!

it is going to be so grand.
i want MINE to be too.
i will wait.......................................

THE WISE SAYS....

practice makes perfect!

PERFECT CRAP.

with my jailers..............

i never do not have fun with them.

it is always a ball of time.

in midvalley with my fellow juvenial delinquents.

once again,just the four of us!

andrea was pissed because i was whining the whole time and wanting to get my hair cut in QQ.
delaine was just annoyed because i kept going on about QQ!
sybil was just stressing the whole time that she wasnt going to get her hair cut in QQ.

in conclusion to that,we made a whole big scene AND i did not get to cut my hair.

i just thought it would be fun to go to QQ with my friends for a 12 bucks hair do.

NYEH NYEH.

its been sometime......

BUSY BUSY BUSY AS A DAMN BEE CAN BE!

my updates.

• i got my evening dress.
• i got a nice set of swarovski crytal choker to go with the dress.
• i got a guess handbag.
• i got awesome la senza`s lingerie
• i am having my mocks now.
• i made history for history.suprise you not.
• i am down with 7 papers,9 more to go?
• i still have my soft cookie in the room.
• i am going to sleep,weather sucker remember?
• i am hungry but i dont know what to eat.
• i dont feel like bathing.
• i dont know what is wrong with me.wait,maybe there is nothing wrong with me.
• i still think there is something wrong.
• i miss my cousins.
• i want to play pool.
• i want to catch a movie as its been sometime.
• i need to go shop for my heels and gloves.
• i owe my mom cash.130 bucks?mad!
• i want a new watch.
• i think love is blind.haha!

im off for now!

an ache before the night falls.

i look at them.
jealousy fills my heart.
and again,im not called.
i feel a tear.
i made sure it stayed out of my sight.
i dont want to shed a tear.
but i did.
suprise me not.
she said i was jealous.
when am i not.
its that even a question.
i ignore and do my thing.
im sleepy,im not bothered.
and i see,they are gone.
am i transparent.
i see myself in the mirror.
she tells me i am gorgeous.
i am determined.
i am irene.
forever a lewis.

REFERRING TO MY POST DATED 18 AUGUST 2006

my aim - finish reading `konserto terakhir`

YES I AM FINALLY DONE WITH IT.

three HIP hooray`s for ME!

one good achivement as i am never going to read another malay novel.EVER.

lets toast to IRENE....

HONESTLY!

what do you want to do after SPM`question mark`
i dont know...

have you been studying`question mark`
i dont know...

are you ready for SPM`question mark`
i dont know...

what are you going to do later`question mark`
i dont know...

are we still going to the balai on sunday`question mark`
i dont know...

is everything alright`question mark`
i dont know...

are you feeling better`question mark`
i dont know...

.......i dislike people saying `i dont know` but i myself use it ever so frequently.

here is my reason...i live A `i dont know` life.
BUT.....there is one thing i know....I LOVE MY LIFE

ladies...
lets toast to irene,she knows something.

dear mother nature

SUCKS TO ME AND AUNTY ROSE.

she is back to dominate and screw things up.
oh yes,AGAIN.
without fail.
can someone buy her a life.
i will pay you.
see,she does not worth that much so a cheap one would be great.

she sucks.................................