thursday.

three is a crowd.

when you think about it,

it need not be till the wee hours of the morning.

just time with friends.

thats ANYTIME.

happy is how i feel,am feeling,will feel.

see the brightest *star*?

IRENE's BRIGHT IDEA!

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WANTED! *in the curve*

psst,i celebrated my birthday again.

last time,i promise.

its the 31 st of may.

if you 'tobalek' the number,its 13 th of may.

tra la la la la, sweet eighteeeeeeeeeN!

L.O.V.E

nothing greater than what he taught us.

1 corrinthians 13: 4-8
Love is patient,
love is kind.
It does not envy.
It does not boast.
It is not proud.
It is not rude.
It is not self-seeking,
It is not easily angered,
It keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil
but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects,
always trusts,
always hopes,
always perseveres.
Love never fails.

you missed it. dont ever,not again.

sometimes when you have someone precious,

you fail to treasure and hold on to it.

instead you take it for granted,being selfish.

then when it slips from your hand

in between the little gap of your fingers,

you still dont notice it

because of the bigger picture that mattered more.

and when you find it no longer in your sight,

thats when you search deep for it,again.

you search hard for it,

and continue to fail to realize its gone,

because the wind was so strong,

it blew your special someone away.

with the wind,it vanishes not from your sight.

i live to only worship one christ alone. (:

sometimes ......
you can sleep for 12 hours and yet still be sleepy when you awake.

i wish i can actually sleep to awake in fantasy land where reality doesnt EXIST.
then i wake up,and realize how stupid i was to think of such.

so i tell my rescuer that i believe.

and i want to keep on believing. (:
all of a sudden,life isnt the same.
but heck it,life is too short to waste it on being sad.

thank god i found you in the dustbin with me.
we werent thrown in.
just playing catching catching.
and the beat goes on.......

its not meant for you to blabber.

its like super trouper.

somehow the inspiration to write told me to wait.
and it'll be back.
so im waiting patiently to be who i was.
im not patient actually,but what the fruits? (:

i am STILL feeling like number 1.
and i can tell a man how to treat me.
with 'some' respect,fool.

so....let me trash out.

last night my college mates and i went for "so you think you can dance" in ruums.
we dressed to kill thinking that we'd be able to watch it live as the audience.
but instead we got a tour of the production side.bla bla bla.
it was fun though,to see both sides working together.
good experience.

as we were all chilling in the vip area,a bartender comes up to me.
he passes me a name card and says,"the man at the bar wants to buy you a drink".
i said,"tell him i said thank you and no thank you".
it says equinox fitness centre manager.HAHA!
well,the best part still would be who the fruits is that man anyway?
as i was walking out of the club,a man grabbed my arm.
i turned and stared,but nothing pretty good for the eyes i saw.
so i left.
i threw his namecard.
BUT i still wonder how he looks.
i guess that would be my second mystery....

men these days.........they get a tad bit WILD.

cool.os

"i found myself in the dustbin"

how can one mind think of such?
well,there you have it.
the expert that comes up with the best.
and the most creative. =)

my beauty.

i dont need to cherish luxuries
cos everything come and goes.
even the life that i have is borrowed
cos im not promised tomorrow.
SO,im living my life as if everyday
is going to be my last.

im not afraid.i never will be.
cos there is someone with me,all the time.

.friday night.

i couldn't miss this!

and yeah,i didn't miss it! :)

another to add to my collection.
it was worth everything just to go.

i,stand as the owner.

mr. and mrs. lewis bought this for me.

my heartkeeper bought this for me.

i am 18.

i stand LEGAL.

irene and HER pig.

so on top of the ample assignments that i have to do....
the only way i can DEstress myself is when I THINK OF THE PIG.

okay,i've been wanting to keep a pig.
and i heard that there is a petshop which sells PIGS!

i keep thinking of this pig.
i want to call it PIGRENE.

when people say "imaginations can run wild".
my imaginations ran after the wild!

but the problem here is,i dont have clean mud.
and my garden is grassy.
can PIGs play on the grass?
oh well,i hope mine will.

i promise that.....
i will feed her with vegetables so that she wont grow big.

since i cant play in the mud with her,i will play with her in the bubble bath tub with her.

and i will tie a pink and red ribbon around her neck.
and i will also paint her nails hot pink.
and i will take her to college.

irene had a little pig,
little pig,little pig.
irene had a little pig,
its skin was pink as pink.
and everywhere that irene went,
irene went,irene went,
everywhere that irene went,
the pig was sure to go!

it followed her to college one day,
college one day,college one day,
it followed her to college one day,
it was against the rule.
It made her friends laugh and play,
Laugh and play, laugh and play.
It made her friends laugh and play,
laugh and play to see a pig at college!

.kiss.the.frog.

the next best thing to do is sleep.

did i mention the first?

it is TO BE spoiled rotten by your love.

im your fair lady.

now now...
the difference between a flower girl and a duchess is NOT how she speaks but how she is treated.

thought.for.today

you know the feeling of blowing your nose and passing shit at the same time?
NO,its not pleasurable than doing it one at a time.
sometimes you cant help it when nature calls.
so its life,nothing to be disgusted about.

what people should be disgusted about is..
how teenage girls show off to the world that they are alcoholic and smokers.
this is not necessary.
its just what i would call attention seekers.

it's like you're a drug,
its like i cant breathe.

you're beautiful,just a beautiful disaster.

screw.up

the feeling when things dont go your way sucks.
the feeling when you want to spend time with someone but you dont get too sucks.
sucks to how i feel and what i want.

toast to me,who will be turning 18 in no time! (:

"it is at the end of a man's life when he realises how important his decisions were at the start"

.may.

it's may already.
time flies.
it feels like just yesterday was january.
and i was ushering the new year with my family.
memories.

anyway..
birthdays are coming up.

but first off,mid terms!

i have been so LAZY.
im only chilling.
there isnt the pressure.
whereby i call my friend,
and they tell me they cant go out,
cos they are studying.
nyeh nyeh.

i have been driving lately.
i likey drive when there isnt anyone in the car
or rather with just my friends.
father and brother distrects me,alot.
by advicing me TOO much on the road.
i brush them off though
by not listening to them.
wanna know how?
i dont answer them. :)
but i understand their situation.
they dont want a damage.

oh,today i had chee cheong fun.
i was craving for it when ian mentioned it.
boy that was one crazy feeling.
ha!we got lost on the way to the shop.
with alot of what IF's.
what if the shop was closed?
what if there werent anything left?
the conclusion.
we'll be happy if the shop opens with no food.
thank god that even though its labour day,
eateries are still open!
*two thumbs up*

so,i've been happy.....
but damn,i need to study!