.peace.

here is to my kong kong, a man who always shared his love and happiness.

he went back to jesus house on the 22nd of august 2008.

he lived a century!

this is to my grandfather, samuel lim swee onn, 101 years old.

i love you.

i will meet you again.

sing to me then, irene goodnight, goodnight irene.....

temperamental

it is hard to understand, what more explain.

okay if mentioning chinese would be too racist and i will sound like i am not partly mixed.
my nonsense would maybe bore you.
then again, i was not born an entertainer.

somethingS that totally ANNOY me would be...

1. people not opening their mouth to speak.
2. people speaking cantonese and thinking i am from timbaktu.
3. people not co-operating when i am absolutely understanding.

and no. 1 would score the highest points! tonight i met two of the same type of people that only makes them alike because they fall in no. 1. gah! waste my time only la.

p/s: i would miss your random actions! i will. i surely will.

just another manic monday, wish it was a tuesday

monday class schedule is a craze. and thats because i personally cant take 6 hours of tutorial. its not lecture but then again, wednesday is a 4 hour back-to-back lecture series. but back to my 6 hours of tutorial. thing is, its not a big group and the lecturers pay close attention to everybody. and now that all the lecturers have my name 'IRENE JESSICA LEWIS' in their vocabulary, i am picked upon to do this and that and fact is, no i didnt suck up to them. i am just popular. [note: my last post would tell you something about the fact i stated]

moving on. i wasnt really in the mood for back to school and assignments and what not. but hey, i am getting the hang of it. slowly but surely. but then again, i can be moving like a 'tor.toise' when assignment due dates are like in 2 weeks. gah!

moving on. what do you do when you have nothing planned on a saturday night? you dont seem to fancy the night life neither is good dinner a choice you want to have and hitting the movies will only be a bore and screw a saturday night. okay thats when a bunch of last minute people do just fine. and plan a random drive to genting highlands and a nighter at a discounted rate. but then again, it was dancing on the dance floor, just the three of us. but and again, who cares, i dont know genting highlands party people. and later on worrying about tutorial work. what a bummer when you need to read to educate yourself on issues on publication and design!

moving on. i read in a magazine that "sleeping does help in losing weight". ah, somewhere around those lines. and something about sleeping will make you crave less for food. alright, i am putting it in simple words that i myself can understand and digest. alright it was food for my thought.

moving on. this month is coming to an end. err, not for you but for me. its the 18th of august and daymn time is flying! indeed it is. my birthday was over three months ago. i want another birthday do. [note: my last post would tell you something about the fact i stated]

p/s: you are leaving for a holiday in less than a month. i know its only for a week and a half BUT i am sure as heavens* going to miss you. yes, you. couldnt be? then who? edwin nathan. (:

good morning.

what is a compliment?

is a compliment a good thing or a bad thing? and you'd question why should it be a bad thing? and then when a person smiles and throws a compliment with so much of sarcasm, its a good thing? and then when a person puts a smiley face after a compliment cum "you know it is sarcasm", its a good thing? or wait, am i talking nonsense now?

i dont wish to copy paste what dictionary.com has to say because sometimes i wonder... is a compliment said by the other with a damn smile on their face really meaningful and genuine and pure or just good nonsense?

nada. there's a damn nyamuk flying around me and irritating me in the morning.

yesterday i took home food for thought.
and he says, "look beyond"
its not always me,myself and irene!

p/s: im narcissistic.

then again, why is too much love for oneself wrong? how can we love others so much when we dont even love ourselves?

i speak english, and you?

and may i just vent this out. okay so i know i am a malaysian citizen. that doesnt mean i need to always speak bahasa kebangsaan right? alright, to the point.

i have a lot to say about the service i get at ANY mc donald outletS in malaysia.

[note: i am NOT being racist] but here is the thing. i walk in. and greet the cashier attendant - in english. i hear something buzzing in my ear. "makan sini ke take away?" which moron would actually say that huh! and if i say take away, why is the moron then still speaking to me in bahasa? if "take away" could be said, why not converse with me in english then? i dont understand! and its to the point its starting to annoy me. yeah them who understands what i am saying but insist on speaking to me in another language. now this is the first idiotic thing that puts me off.

moving on, still in the same ideal - mc donalds. fact is i love the oreo mc flurry. its one of the cheapest and most yummy-est ice cream after corneto. but this is the same problem and scenario i always have to go through. i order a mc flurry oreo and me request is for them to put extra oreo. get it? its just turning the damn knob three or more times. but then again, they cant fulfill my request. alright fact is, i have argued with so many cashier attendants for this. let me stress. i am a paying customer. and i get what i demand for. and even the extra cents or dolar that i pay, them idiots who get my mc flurry done still do not know how to put extra oreo for me. annoying dont you think?

and so its out of me. i feel lighter.

p/s: i got my hair done.

sir, can i have an ice cream tree please?

i woke up this morning and went to school thinking i had a good hair day and let my fringe down.
little did i know.........that maybe no one in school has seen my (looks indian) apek fringe.

and i thought the begining of second semester would be okay.
i stress, okay again. and bam! in my face.
can someone speak english?
its sounds like bahasa. *gives the side dropped jaw look*

i woke up this morning and wished that i could just shut the ringtone alarm off and sleep off!
little did i know...........it was 7 and only half hour to get ready, not that i cant. but then again.

want some clear cut facts?
sem2 is tough.
and i am suppose to read.
read and read and read, and just continue reading!
excuse you,
who said studying mass communication was easy and it was meant for people who did not like studying?
mind your english please.
i am struggling. damn i need a breeder.

and lectures can be so dry and can bore at times, i munch and munch just to stay awake.
that results in wasting money and putting on weight
eh cut me some slack la.

p/s: thrill me. i bore, easily. any takers?

frus lar

you know the feeling.... i am sure you do

you ask.
you give a reason.
valid reason, may i stress.
you ask.
you explain.
you tell.
you do it, over and over.
over and over again.

and it sucks when you dont get what you want, what you are asking for.
its annoying to the extend that i am sick of asking, explaning, reasoning and what.ever.LA
go fly kites.

_________________________

that is that.
i feel like screaming out loud now.
you know the ish feeling.
shucks, maybe you dont.
bestie does no? yeah the feeling i am having now.

and so, one at a time ok?

p/s: frus means frustrated. so means, hap means happy. HAHAHAHAHA!

monday blue.s clue.s

its the start of the week and shucks, it sucks when you wake up and everything seems to be going wrong. and just so wrong you wish you didnt even wake up but damn you are awake and the day must somehow go on. you wish to say that you woke up on the wrong side of the bed or perhaps its black monday. and it is not your fault, everyone is just getting in the wrong way of your sight. everything seems to be irritating and nobody seems to understand anything. seems like yesterdays problems is still a problem today and its annoying the day lights out of you. now now, cut the crap. just go on with your day.

thats all for now folks.

p/s: not a bad day after all... now dont jinx it!

just how. teach me.

i cant seem to phrase my sentence.

its got three of these words.
but i cant form a sentence.

love.
drinking habit.
be with.

i am at a crossroad.
the road not taken?
i dont know.

can you please teach me how to love unconditionally?
because i can only love with one condition, that you put me into consideration and not do the things you know that i despise!

i try and its tougher than i thought.
heard the line?
you suck, i rock?

whats going on?

p/s: i saw a juicy couture hangbag priced at rm2180 and after discount rm1500 something. my handphone did the math. but i forgot the exact figure. and i say, i did the math.

cut hair or not? so ish ish la.

ber.gem.BI.RA

when you look at something that brings back shit memories, think happy thoughts.
when you think of something that you betahan, think happy thoughts.
when you imagine people in your mind, think happy thoughts.
when you close your eyes and that image forms in your head, think happy thoughts.
when you just cant stand it and think you've lost it, think happy thoughts.

and today is the eight day of the eight month in the year two thousand eight.

be happy.
there is a reason.
and the reason is you.
happy day.

p/s: no i am a tad bit selfish, can you make me happy first? cos i know i can make you happy later on. (:

oh happy day, cos jesus washed my sins away.....

back to school.

and so my holiday is over.
if you know how i say 'over' in the spastic way with my facial expression and hand movement.

its OVER!

QA: so irene, what did you do during the holidays?
IJL: i went to port dickson, singapore, and penang.
QA: i am certain you did more than travelling.
IJL: definitely! i did the 3 usual, eat sleep shit. the usual also includes house chores now! and pampering myself - double must.
QA: did you have a good holiday?
IJL: yeah i did, even with the major and minor hiccups all throughout the break, it was okay. i got to catch up with friends. i also got to sleeeeeeep in everyday. how lovely!
QA: i see, thats nice. alright then are you looking forward to uni?
IJL: i was and now i dont know but wait, the part where i get to see my friends, ah yes! im looking forward to that. sorry i got to run, i need to wash my hair and get ready for uni. toodles.

and that was a conversation i just had with myself. :)

p/s: i need to work my brain. its been sleeping. *bangs the kompang* alright, im awake!

i have been too caught up with life, ops.

so eager to know what happens after the telephone call to the lady in the coach pavillion store?

well, let me cut it short again.

sorry but these days, everything works fast, and to the point

and my point begins now....

its was a cranky friday.

nothing went right.

first, ticket for 'i dunno' in actors studio was sold out.

second, no time slots for massage.

third, the weather lar.

and i go to the office.

okay cut short again.

i went to epac.

and i was asked to take something from the car boot.

was supposedly a print job that was to be given to daddy.

and jeng jeng jeng.......

p/s: you're outside, i need to open the gate for you. but before that, thank you so much! you made me look like a fool, smiling at the car boot. *shows off big smile again, my 25 set of teeth*