see, i had a million things on my mind while driving and now seated in front of the keyboard and i am BLANK!
well there are better things for me to do online, print notes, check emails, etc but somehow this thing in me is telling me to blog or tomorrow i will be dead. why you ask? because there is just about the world kept in my heart, head, and gah!
yesterday before driving out, i saw the white dog under my car [mind you, she is being humped by all the other black, brown stray dogs, poor her!] and then i opened my car, and as usual the dogs that sleep under my car know how to move when i start it. so as i sat in the car, i looked out the screen and saw the white dog together with the black dog [male parian who humps her everyday!] walking away from my car. and i thought to myself: oh how lovely! two dogs didn't know where to pull up for the night and decided to be comfy and cosy under my car. sweet thing! and also, colour did not seperate them, then again, anything that they can hump its all good. heck! it was such a nice thing to actually see...
come this morning, i was in tears driving all the way, i felt reckless for a moment, and just maybe my guardian angel was protecting me. shucks! but well... what can i say then again?
i heard 'please dont leave me' by pink this morning. i love that song, somehow for a reason or two, and the thing is i always light up when i hear the song, for reasons like its my favorite song and well, i wonder a lot, just about 'will i ever sing that song?'. mmmm, and i teared this morning, secretly singing it to someone.
want to know something funny/weird/dumb? when i write, in particular blog, i always imagine like im talking to someone, its all the more easier and well, it flows as if the computer can actually say, 'its okay, you'll pull through' and perhaps wipe my tears?
then again, it got me thinking, quite a wee bit. i mean, was it that easy just to walk away? are you surviving? what keeps me going is knowing that i actually made an effort to save it but well, no comments furthermore.
something i didnt know but someone proved easy. moving on can be fast! :)
why is the ego bubble blocking? why are you doing this to me? while everyone is saying, snap back to reality, move on, bla bla bla.. it isnt that easy when the memories we have shared is flashing before my eyes!
...i can cut you into piece, when my heart is broken
and i guess enough of ramblings for the week, and till i blog again with pictures next. goodbye malaysia for now!
p.s. the one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest.
HELLO BALI! :)
and hello dolphins.
it goes like this...
spa, sunset, shop and swim with the dolphins
