sunday evening

wax. ouch. wax. ouch. pain. stop.

innie minnie minni moooo.

i like how the phone rings and everyone plays deaf. only the lewis' can do it best. i remember how it used to be when i was younger. as soon as the phone rings i flash towards the phone. memories.

nicely done, my nails are still looking prrreeeetttty!

tomorrow marks the dog-chase-race-week.

ay ay ay ay ay ay

rock with you. my mama said the best luck i had was not you. magalenha! i want to dance. can you fix my shoes on? :)

words.

sides. hurt. hate. enough. bff. irrelevant. anger. dead. love. respect. shit. i hate words. they make me happy. and i laugh. i need f4 now!!!!

stop it.

i was reading my textbook. i came across a name. it reads, ... kanina
say it chinese. =/ i am sorry but i just had too. BUT again.

stänga

nice one? ;)

irene gives up.

catch me if you can.

i cant find the right word/words to describe today. i did a lot of laughing, crying, shouting, smiling. and just too much to comprehend. i am at a breaking point. i need to make a decision in my life. i need to put my feet on the ground [no its not up, but yea] and hold on tight to wherever the road might lead. funny how everything can be made a joke. life is such, maybe?

i am going to catch a movie, because right now i am running so fast, even you cant catch me. guess what, i am not even panting...

p.s. a call a day makes irene have good day.

simple pleasure.

assignment.ing in the same house.
and facebook.ing.

shouting across the hall and laughing.
all because of the term 'lady kaka'
puh.le.ase i am lady irene, forever.

baby, you love me?

我是一个快乐的孩子

there is a first for everything?

first time painting my toe.toes five different colours. O.o

and next week marks the start of war.

its me against all the mad dogs. =/

____________

somehow,

i feel like an idiot.

did i not mention..?

i for idiot?

i for imitable?

i for insanity?

i for idiot. i swear.

cut the crap. snap back.

i never liked the letter 'i'. for most, anything from charms to pendants, the letter 'i' is always the simplest, design.less, and plain. but now i am starting to like the alphabet. :) maybe because I is for irene.

here is where i tell myself...

ilm, and i am not going to allow you to affect me.

i for ir·re·place·a·ble (;

side tracked. =/

topic: fishing

fact: irene has no patience

lets talk nonsense: i dont understand why people go fishing. yeah it is a hobby, people enjoy and what not but spending the amount of hours and money trying to catch a fish, you can actually go to the wet market, and even get it for cheaper. (:

conclusion: maybe i am just not patient, i cannot stand the scorching heat and the stench of the place.

sum up: maybe i am just a prima donna. gah.

think big, big girl.

i have come to a point in life..

lets hear no drama, spread no drama and do no drama.

and then you can have peace of mind and smile the whole day. you can also think positive and it is the healthier way.

the problem with me, like honestly, and frankly speaking.. and most people would know. i do not think so lowly of people, and i mean i do not think people would hate me for whatever reasons, and THAT IS BECAUSE i do not hate people. plain jane? oh and it was my mother darling who taught me that hate is a strong word. for most, i would just hate the guts and not the person. and that is a BIG DIFFERENCE, my child.

you would realise something about me...

when someone says/asks,...

"that girl is so ugly"

"is that girl hot?"

i always say,...

"everyone is beautiful"

FUNNY? i know. but it is hard to say someone is ugly. believe me.

and i also despise it when people use the word 'fat'. i feel there are more appropriate words to describe a person who is large, or who comes from the cute department. (:

now now.. think big.

moving along _______

i am starting to spend more time in school. it is fun after all. monopoly and ping pong, rocks. good times with good friends. there is nothing more to ask. really, nothing.

tonight is badminton after a very very long time. mmm, sweat it out. (;

think big, big girl.

p.s. i want the mon monogram. (:

p.s.s. i got myself the monogram vernis amarante sarah wallet, finally.

again?

felt like if i was going to put captions for my uploaded pictures, it would have been never ending. so i shall leave it at that. yes pictures are hand picked from the hundreds and hundreds.

snap snap. i would love to update my deadlines but lets keep it for later. =/

now, i need to sleep and shoooo aunty rose away!

i was thinking, if you really wanted to call, you would have. now, no buts there. plain simple. (: lets move on irene.

i think it is back to irene and pros. ;) deal with it.

irene is 21 and irresistible

part three

credits: octavianus hadi dwi.

irene is 21 and irresistible

part two

credits: sri ganesh nair.

irene is 21 and irresistible

part.one

credits: suanne clark.

drama.mama

lets end this.

can we?

the person beside me has a nasty BO! =/

there is an elephant in my handbag.

it is high time i quit facebook and blogger and everything and focus on NDPW!

news design for print and web. =/

p.s. who are friends? i think i am stuck.

i have a girlfriend and...

she types in french and right away leaves the conversation, leaving no time for me to even ask what she meant to say. and then i use google translate.

itworksbutdonttryoryouwillbeaddictedtoit,likeme.(:

stuck

i cant say that i allow people into my life easily, neither can i say that there is a fence that people have to climb over to get into my life. but i must say, i believe and have so much faith in my friends.... that they dont back stab, they dont lie, they dont cover up, they dont pretend. i stupidly [or should the word be vulnerably?] believe they love me for who i am, they are my pillar, they are there for me, they care for me, and again, they have my back.

i think the time is now. that i stop and stare and realise the road i have been walking on has no street lights and when night falls, it is pitch black and all i have done is get myself into a shit.hole

oh wait, i have a lot to talk about but now is not the time. i need to write thank you cards now. :)

p.s. i will be back, stay tuned to know what presents i got for my 21st. ;)

busy busy busy

believe you me, i have been so busy, i dont even have 'me time'

guys, do ya'll love me?
thats what i used to ask my friends in college.
gah, i ask everybody that.

no i am not insecure.
i am irene

hahahahahahahahahaa...

a note to everyone.

hello everybody who loves irene.

thank you for the SMSes, calls, facebook wall birthday wishes.
thank you for making me special.
thank you for remembering [to those who didnt need the help of a facebook reminder/phone reminder]
thank you for dropping me a line/SMS though you're not in my nation.

THANK YOU!

sometimes these words dont justify it but somewhere down there, you can feel what i mean. (:

cheers to one day where you'd be having a drink with moi. ;)
no, not a kudikaracheee!

i feel good.
x

i am 21 and irresistible. (:

its the 13th of may.
is it my birthday?
though it doesnt feel like it i must say,
but i will slowly digest it okay?

nuts. yeap!

there is just a list to do today.
and another list that I WANT TO DO today.
we go with the former first. =/

finish up NDPW assignment 2.
do draft CIE assignment 3.
discuss PRII tutorial 8.

JOY!

things i want to do.
why do i even bother when there is only 24 hours in a day?

gah.
but here goes it.
redo nails.
hair wash.

irene, get off blogger and facebook.
focus woman!

Mi-e dor

can we start over?

p.s. understand?

完全胡說八道

we were replying a blog post.
and i must say i laughed my head off when my dear fei-andrea said,..
"i will respond to this on my dead blog".

dead blog!
that was so crack.

reasons to laugh before your birthday.

and then fei-andrea calls her boyfriend, makes him read the post out loud and pauses him every now and then to respond to what she says. you get it? the boyfriend is reading what she wrote in her blog and fei-andrea has a whole shit going.

eavesdropping and laughing.
i dont want to cry after this..period

fei-andrea, i love you. you are so blunt and kau at the same time. i love you for who you are. serve her right. enough said.

p.s. thanks for teaching me translate. :D

3 days to my birthday

and i have an assignment due in 3 days.
wah wah. nonsense i tell you.

i am in a dilemma, to be true or not.
not men related.
assignment actually. gah.

i need to be the old irene.
the irene last semester.
i am stuck.
bleh.

8th may 2010

lets pretend today is the 8th of may. :)
technically.

eye brows. check.
nails. check.
hair. check.

what else?

heels. check.
flip flops. check.
dress. check.
bra. wasn't checked till the last minute.
panties. check.

there's more.

ring. check.
thomas sabo. check.
earrings. check.

and before we leave the house.

car keys. check.
house keys. check.
money. no need.
license and IC. check.
handphone. check.

all good to go.

it was a very very VERY good party.
i enjoyed gao gao.
really felt like the star i was preparing to be.

pictures up soon.
i will blog pictures.

p.s. 21 days of celebration for a 21 year old girl begins today! (:

jeng jeng jeng

so remember last week, and the week before, and how i was complaining and rambling on about assignments and presentation due the first week of may. well i am happy and proud to say that i am done. DONE with that, for now. and finally, and i mean finally i am getting the mood and in the spirit for what is to happen on the 8th of may. FINALLY!

what were the odds kan? one day before the event, and then only i get the mood? and best part, i still havent gotten my outfit. joy. but its okay, like how i had so much of faith in God that i would pull through the fiesty week, i am sure i will find a dress when i go shopping later.

alright so today..

highlights.

i kaka.ed twice. i think its because of the company.

i laughed so much. more than i should even. i think its because of the company.

i finished media law, and handed in soft copy to three outlets. i think its because of the company.

when you start mixing with people not your type, you begin rolling their style too. right bah?

okay i think i am just overly excited that i am done that i cant sleep.

goodnight world. i need sleep.

p.s. 8th may 2010!

countdown: 3 days

construction going well.

 

who turns 21? who finally turns 21?

must say.

irene's playground is under construction.

i am a happy child, again.

21 guns, shoot me.

in a lbd with red lipstick, first day in my new campus. my heart is aching though. and tissue caught that tear of mine. i dont think i can hold this any longer. come on, irene..one presentation down. I NEED TO BE HAPPY!

i thought it was funny. thought.

i am so hurt. if only i was home, i would be sobbing all over my pillow. but i am out trying to finish my assignment. i thank god for the friends i have become close to. they make me laugh when i am feeling down. ah thats the most important thing? nah, i miss this someone. the world knows it yet i still say it over and over and over again. i cant seem to give up. i am hopeless.

today the surmon was on love.

i love you though we are apart.

hi, i have seen you before...

are you from the cute department store? :)

nah, you dont get the joke do you?
tell me.

but today i became smarter,...

N is for nen nen. [amazing how chinese dialect can be spelled in alphabets]
I is for irreplaceable.

of course, ..
I for Irene! that will never run.

p.s. i am relaxing, .. calmed down already.

after a very long time....

the lewis' went shopping. ooo aaa!

and so we did not drive jimmy because small cars dont get the spot light. bummer. so vroom vroom the other two cars.

and then kai kai till pokai.

mission impossible: finding irene her dress.
mission possible: finding the folks their outfit.
JOY la

the bras, panties, rings, hair bands, bag, and basic dont count. =/

and every pair of heel in aldo did not have my size. literally, EVERY!
its the in thing you know, i mean size 8. :>

i am off shopping tonight again. the hunt for my outfit.

and by the way, i already have the bag, heels [cross finger], ring, bra and panty for the 8th. except the dress. -_-

p.s. the hunt is on.

sweet coated candy cane.

i received a very early birthday present yesterday. it really took me by surprise and i must say andrea love has been so sweet. i quote her, "this is only appetizer". (: aww, feeling the love, much!

and...one week from today is the 8th of may. as much as i cant wait and i am excited, i dont want time to fly by. as it has already, i am having cold feet. ha! no i just want everyone to have fun, dont get too drunk and capture all the memories in their dslr. :) thats all. nothing much kan?

p.s. thank you baby for the present we both like and wanted/ i love you so much. its been three years plus. and counting