sir dickson's angels / 2010

cuppa coffee

this morning, i grinned when i read two IM's.

Andrea:

saw ur jambu boy?

Marcia:

did you see bb today? :)

i told the carpark aneh that he wouldnt be seeing me anytime soon because i am done with work.

should i also tell jambu boy/bb?

hah!

!@#$

idontknowwhattosayordoifeelmylifeismeaningless

ihatewhatiamgoingthroughcanyoupleasemendmyheart

itisbrokenorratherunaliveidontknowwhatiamsaying

alliknowisihatethislieiamlivingihatewhatiamgoingthrough

canyouseemysmileisactuallyfakelookagainyouwillseeitnow

when half is not full

chinese and their baby talk

oi oi [sleep]
ka ka [shit]
shee shee [urine]
pom pom [bathe]
pau pau [full]
mam mam [eat]

hey stranger, you like my baby talk?

work it

complete daily logbook

now

5 years plus and counting

Catching up with a good friend a few days ago, he seemed to know everything that was going on in my life. I was really thinking hard.. how he even knew what was going on and the only thing that came to my mind was my blog.

And so i said,... “oh you still read my blog?” and he said, “WHAT?! Irresistible Irene is still alive??” and then laughs -_-

i feel like a joke.

p.s. i have removed my archive because when i read my old nonsense written when i was 16, i cannot believe it. >.<

child-like brain and ramblings. yes i am 21. :))

in his time

god works.

and i am so happy for marcia. : )

decided

an agreement made with sybil.

the next time at waikiki, no matter what we are wearing,..

bra or no bra, sports bra or lacy bra, panties or thongs, nice panties or faded, dress or shorts,

we are jumping into the pool.

last night we only dipped our feet and kicked water. "/

to do: put newspapers in the car

hahahhahahahha!!!!

fyi

i spring cleaned my bags! what i found...

1. coins, coins and more coins
2. bobby pins and more
3. lip balm
4. receipts that have turned yellow and hardly readable
5. lipstick
6. used tissue -_-

no i am disgusted too.

why not include this...

there was left over KFC in my boot, close to two weeks with maggots having a gala with the cheeeeeeeesy wedges. yum yum yum! how lekker.

i.shall.update.you

this is my last week of work, i offered

i am a free bird in february

__________________

charm me darling, dont fool me.

it's going to be six, lets make a difference. (:

how cool.

i had raw salmon on Friday

[finally enjoying every bit of it, even the smell]

i had lamb sausage on Saturday

[again and it was yumm out of the bbq pit]

i had lobster baked with cheese on Sunday

[i pick expensive when you ask me to order]

:)) food makes me happy.

kor kor is 24 and drunk

: )

i love this picture.

@ the refugee camp

hip hip.. ?

i begin my last week of work and i cant wait for february.

how fast time flies.

no you dont, you will never know.

you know the feeling.

it is the weekend, and weekends make me happy. stress free is what i feel and then i wake up and everything doesn't go right, right from the start. and i am just angry, sad and all these emotions that is giving me the negative vibe. i had no mood at all to go to church, what more sing. but then something spoke to me when i was listening to the psalm. and what touched me was this:

hope in the Lord

i am happy, i am.

It has been 9 weeks. I am not sure if today will be the last day or otherwise but whatever it is I am happy because I have made it. I have done it. And though I was on a complain spree yesterday, I got it out of my system and I am content now.

Sometimes all you need to do is let it out, its like a fart no? If you keep it in, you sit uncomfortably and move as though someone is tickling your backside? -_-

But same thing, i just needed to rant and the stop indicator was when i was told “eh enough of complaining la. My ears are damn pain. You have been complaining the whole time since i saw you”.

And if you are wondering what I am going on about, I wouldn’t mind telling you upfront and personal, and you will only be the 3rd person I have ranted too. But mind you, it will take approximately an hour. :)

p.s. i am all up for doing nothing now. And February is calling me softly and tenderly. mmyum!

who passed it on huh?

Sick and weak.

ko.ma.to.se

i need a dynamite

this year..

i should learn how to spring clean my handbags.

last night i decided to use my black bag and what i found it in was two ang pows with money and my dior black eyeliner -_-

lets rant today.

on my mind runs a million things [okay maybe i am exaggerating] but yes a lot is going on in my head and it is mainly trying to dissect this person's actions. it is like you love me but you don't, you hate me but you don't, you want me but you don't..okay i am really ranting rubbish.

lets skip. and i shall talk some sense now.

what i have been wanting is a break, no it does not have to be a holiday but just a break, and i want to do nothing. going away would be a plus but besides that what i really don't mind doing is,...sleeping late, waking up late, sitting in my nightie and flipping through the channels, watching my long overdue series, taking afternoon naps, and making plans to go out. in simple english, bumming. :))

i think a month of bumming would be sweet!

p.s. i need to start planning my europe trip.

friday thoughts

50% of happiness is

within our own control

my sexy grandmother.

last night

we celebrated marcia's birthday, twenty two and stunning.

decanter and waikiki it was. and after so many days of keeping it away from the soon-to-be birthday girl, our darlings had to spoil it just minutes before it all happened. but it was good no less. oh and we also made the birthday girl carry her own cake, why not for a change? o.O

good night out.

p.s. we need to invest in a tripod. :) our makeshift ones only gets us into a fight. ha!

i tried to explain something i didn't even know

so now, could i have a nice english definition of belaian jiwa

...i suck as a translator

tonight we celebrate

i was telling one of my friends about tonights girls night out plan. and so i had to give a gist about the girls. along the things i said was, "i've known them since primary school" and then the kaboom had to come out of my mouth, "we are all assuntarians". damn am i proud. :) tonight is dinner and drinks and to toast to the girl who i used to go for recess with when i was seven, marcia anne xavier.

p.s. and good food and drinks it is, ay girls?

i thought, why not?

i have been doing a good amount of research on the net on aphrodisiac foods. no, it is not the sudden urge i had to find out about aphrodisiac food so i can eat it and be sexually inspired and driven, but yes it is for work purposes.

so i came across an article on the net and this bit below... i thought i had to share. this is really for laughs.

Alcohol: lowers inhibitions and increases confidence; however, over-indulgence has a sedative effect not conducive to a romantic tryst.

sorry but, who the hell knew that huh?!

so i shall continue to overindulge in chocolate and coffee, will try and adapt to the taste of fresh oysters, garlic and ginger, and will definitely learn how to eat almond, nutmeg and figs. go figure.

p.s. lunch is nandos!

how do you feel irene?

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i should be thankful. i should be happy. i should.

sunday night

almost 6 years and counting.

every month without fail i suffer from cramps before and during that beautiful time of the month. the few days before is like a pang a few times of the day, indicating its coming. and when it does and if i try and tahan it, i would just be a mess. so i have been feeling the pangs. -_- when will this end? mama says when i have my first child. fml? from menstrual panadol to panadol to ponstan 250 and ponstan 500 and now arcoxia 90. how sad but i really depend so highly on pain killers.

screw the pangs, i am off for manggo loh! and shisha. yum...

p.s. my hair is blue black again with a dash of i-dont-know-what-colour on the inside. adventurous? yea somewhat.

getting in touch

HOW?

2 weeks.

i wish i had the ability to know whats going on in your head.

care to share??

its get weird.er?

after three days of working long hours in BSC instead of the office, i am finally back in the office, at my desk with the sound of motor, hons and car alarms not to forget birds chirping, and just the right weather that doesn't make you sweat nor shiver.

and so....

there was a man in the office, perhaps a supplier and as he was leaving, my boss in a loud happy tone said "bye friday!". as soon as i heard the door shut, i asked, FRIDAY?! as in monday tuesday wednesday thursday friday? i couldnt help myself but i laughed pretty loud, fine it was loud. "/ it is rare i must say.

and this morning my boss was on the phone and because our office is an open concept, i could hear her talking and she said what sounded like "hi wifi". again, maybe the spelling could be wai fai or whatever, bottom line his or her name is wifi or however you spell it. and i silently laughed.

usual. weird. weird.

now i thank mr and mrs lewis for giving me a beautiful name

and the name i have given myself is beautiful too, mei li. :))

laugh at me with permission

a funny conversation took place last night while catching up..

irene: come on guys, why can't i do it? either one of us can be the bigger person.. so i want to be the bigger person.

andrea: eh no need la. you are already big.

silence then all laugh

O.o i still love blunt andrea and mouth closed laughing marcia.

michelle would probably laugh but say its mean after.

aren't we all just damn predictable?

pretend today is the 1st of january

its the new year and my emotions is going through a bad bad turbulence.

i bought a 2011 daily planner.. i hope to have it filled by year end so that i can have a better post on my year.

for now, i am happy.

and the next best thing i want to do is nothing.