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sunday to saturday - and every night was a late night.

sunday - waikiki
monday - pockets
tuesday - dance
wednesday - waikiki
thursday - changkat
friday - curve
saturday - waikiki


the in betweens were productive i bet you.

woozy

before i ramble, lets have happy talk.

dance class was fun though i got two huge blisters on my toe toes from the 208rm dancing shoes. -_- rock and roll baby!

diving dates are in the midst of being confirmed. and if all goes well, third week of march. perhentian besar because focus is important and then perhentian kecil for party.

a call from aussie and i have a new addition to my pandora collection. weee! a new bracelet, pretty rugged. thank you sri!

....and now i drown you with my not-so-happy thoughts

andrea leong smells like keong is leaving for aussie again. which leaves me with one less soul to irritate me. hah!

career wise, i have an interview tomorrow. looks like i am turning down an offer that i previously got. and right now i dont know if i should just do what i like and know i am capable of doing or venture into other communication fields. "/

been having this off mood lately. it ticks every now and then.

i am just happy i have the support i need from friends. for that, thank you.

stay tuned to more interesting feeds.

ladies, i miss you.

i miss how we go to the toilet to take pictures.

i miss how we all talk at once.

i miss lah!

p.s. i chose this picture of us because i know ilooksodamngood. :D

hahhaa, not even 'think'

move fast.

ilovebubu&gee.

frus.

i have been itching to blog about something. to tell my other readers about you. but you, damn it. you read my blog. and for that i save it. but really, you are getting to me. i am nice enough to even consider your feelings. sick, you are making me a fool because i am so nice to you. i still give you that damn cents worth of respect. really, i dont think i am the kuku one. but i am just acting like that because of you.

i know you dont know who you are.

p.s. there are too many you's that i have been using in my blog. i am confusing everyone and myself. so excuse me. and pardon my outburst but really.

think irene think

i need some help. recap.

7 february - 11 february.
WHAT DID I DO?

was spontaneous night on one of those days?

all the things she said, running through my head

the ultimate question is still on a roll. are you working or studying now? i am just happy to say that i am unemployed. i dont even feel the need to say i am on a break to sound nice to myself.

on a completely different note. i am loving the start of the year.

two things; dance class & diving license. :))

with friends who are back and still coming back, it has been nonstop lepaks and party.

february is coming to an end, damn it, which only means i will only have another month to enjoy. why? because i want to work in april [see, i told you i had a life plan] :D

weather has been on a roll too! bring on the clouds.

come find me. i am freeeeeee!

p.s. hello you. im not missing you. but i am missing you. you who assumed. ;)

FICM March 2007

i remember back in school, first year at taylors doing my foundation. and was perhaps bored one day during class so i took a piece of paper and wrote big and bold > if you love irene, please sign. passed the paper to the person behind me and after it was passed around, i got it back. the whole class had signed it except for one particular girl. till today, when i talk to my girlfriends about it, we still laugh!

good times in taylors.

hosea

i want to pass it on.

my testimony.

a couple of down hills have taken place in my life in the past year which leaves me at where i am right now, searching and still searching.

today i sat on my bed, with tears in my eyes i said, Lord, I need you in my life.. and who would have thought.

i started humming a tune in my head, and after awhile i knew it was the words that God was speaking to me, Come back to me with all your heart, dont let fear keep us apart. i continued singing the song in my head and remembered the other part of the song which sings Long have i waited for your coming home to me and living deeply our new life.

a beautiful hymn indeed. i share this with you because it touched me.

today i listened. i finally listened. i finally said nothing. and today he spoke to me.

i know that even with all that i have gone through and what i am still going through, he is my source of strength.

god will make a way, when there seems to be no way. he works in ways we cannot see, he will make a way for me.

not my calling

there is just about so many things i would want to do in my life - be a dolphin trainer, travel the world, get my scuba diving license, go sky diving, own a spa, swim with dolphins again, make a snowman and the list never gets shorter.

but i do just about the weirdest or rather cheapest things in life which gives me thrills that right now still tickles my fancy.

so today..a friend was kind enough to allow me to ride his bike. sweet.

i got on the bike and he told me to shift the gear and i did it. but instead of accelerating after, i was hitting the breaks so hard and was asking why it wasn't moving. "/ and i went down the hill and the hand breaks were not acting fast enough. so i stepped on the pedal and i managed to do a beautiful down hill. attempted to make a u-turn and nearly kissed a parked car. so instead of pressing the breaks, i pulled the bike backwards and was just a few millimeters away from the car bumper. -_- half of the time i was trying to balance myself and my friend on the bike. and because i wasn't used to the acceleration, the bike was taking me for a ride instead of the other way around. almost fell off the bike because i couldn't estimate the weight of it. my my! second attempt at riding a bike and did worst than the first. but hey, indeed it was an experience!

and these silly things i do make me laugh with my mouth open so wide that you see my tonsils. :D disgusting? nah, it happens.

p.s. still cant pull of the minah rempit look.

friday night

irene is going for Two Jons and a Netto

see you there.

with love

that which is striking and beautiful is not always good, but that which is good is always beautiful.

under.pressure

falling of the track of life that has been created, i think it is okay. okay to side track and stop over every once in awhile, in this life process.

i want to do so many things, and everything under the sun that requires a hefty load that right now is unavailable. so i try and live below my means. i need to save. i need to be responsible.

asked on what my money was spent on, it was between dinners and drinks. "/ i need a change. for now i want to let me be. but not let my life control me. remember, i am the controller. the game is not over.

p.s. hello you. i miss you so damn much. you dont get it. never did.

valentine, where are you?

i like Goldilocksjewellery

i finally found it.

but my valentine is missing. :p

the story

then..

and now

....back for more

wednesday that feels like a monday

ready to start my day - out of the house.

one two three &floor

camera is not playing tricks.

after a few rounds, your vision becomes blurrry. ;)

cheers girls!

ola guapa

back from a getaway. and tanned.

i think i am losing the sun kissed colour. o.O

no pictures. i need a new camera.

i want a holiday, far far away

thoughts

i have un.sealed my good old nonsense only because my STM is getting to me. and so i thought, why not?

....today is valentines day, and why do people make such fuss? don't beg my pardon.

the bed bugs bites after look is nothing fancy. -_-

i made an appointment with the dermatologist. damn he is minting money, i could only make an appointment for 5 days from the day i telephoned. and without an appointment, i would have to wait for a few hours and may also not see him in the end.

my second week into bumming, i dont know how i should feel. pressured or not, because everyone seems to be asking ultimate questions like, "so what are you doing now, working or studying?", "what are you going to do now that you are done with intern?", "are you still working?". la la! at the mo, still proud to say that i am unemployed and enjoying. give me a break darling. i know what i want in life. :))

i have been searching for answers lately. getting none. in time perhaps?

chinese say, nia mah..

bed bugs attacked.

i am itching all over.

scrath me please? -_-

re.blog

take.me.away

far far

if h + a1 = gd, then r5 - 2 = f9

i used to have this simple theory. in the same day if you...and it works vice versa

laugh like a crazy happy child = cry like a sad pathetic child

so, for awhile now i completely forgot about the theory i came up with till today happened. what i realised was...

last week scenario.

tuesday was fun, had the best time with my girlfriends and wednesday i woke up feeling like shit.

this week scenario.

last night i had so much of fun with my girlfriends, laughing and being a spot and today i wake up feeling like shit, again.

i shall not elaborate on the fun i had, but it was good fun and worthy of remembering.

i think i could really use a wish right now. "/

p.s. dont ask what shit feels like. smart elek.

dinner tonight?

i just love the asam laksa flavoured maggi mee. with an egg it will top it off. but even without, its supper lekker.

la di da.

last night i was over a friends house and i saw the weighing scale in her room. i needed to face reality like finally [since my scale ran out of battery, thanks to kor who stands on it every damn day], anyhooo, i get on the scale and I FREAK MYSELF OUT. okay maybe i am exaggerating but its time i did something eh.

i remember a good friend who saw me one night at a party, and he goes like... "irene, you look really good in red", and it never ended there... the but came in and i shall not continue with what he said.

okay, dinner is ready.

ta.

hello girls!

mini update. :))

i had to go back to the office the other day to collect my cheque and.. i saw jambu boy and his friend. as usual small talk with the friend started and guess who decided to speak like finally. mm, jambu boy opened his mouth only to ask for my number in malay. -_-

so ladies, jambu boy is off the hook yo!

p.s. chinese new year updates are on the way...

good morning ladies

reunion is tonight

:)

x

we had a round of blowjob, orgasm and sambuca. and endless rounds of vodka cranberry and lime. that slowly worked its magic

cheers to the pretty ladies for a good tuesday night.

hi february

january is gone. i think i only filled the first half of january in my diary, which reminds me that i need to back track my days and pen it down.

so much has happened in the last few days. and again, i am rushing with time.

but here is something damn funny that happened on saturday night.

out for drinks with andrea at waikiki, the song give me hope jo'anna played. and then i decided to tell her what a friend of mine told me about the song and its meaning. and then i asked her, do you know who is jo'anna, and she gave me the i-know-lah-sarcastic-look and said hope. :)) happy times.

p.s. will definitely spill how my first day of holiday went like, yea yesterday i mean.