this is not me.

i woke up this morning and wished i never did. i closed my eyes and kept trying to fall asleep but i couldnt. 20 minutes and i was out to face reality - i had to man up.

i wish i knew what is going on.

searching

every now and then, i get into this deep thinking mode.
but i snap out of it quickly because life suddenly seems so scary.

defo not inspired to blab.
my new happy tunes - fast car and pumped up kicks

this year has really been one heck of a year.
the ups and downs - i think by far the most dramatic life changing thought challenging one!

...i felt like i belonged

22 and a graduate

shoo fly dont bother me

my one minute rambling.

i am off to the island for the fifth and final time. and i believe i am coming back an advanced diver. and really if all else fails, you'd find me full time on the island not being a beach bumm but yes trying to earn some bucks while doing what i enjoy.

if everything happens for a reason, i hope this trip will be a spanking one. six days on the island - yes it was what i told myself i would do and i am doing it. : ) happiness.

third week into my jobless life and i am spending it on the island. life is beautiful. and here's to good times.

i am defo missing all the girls who are away - canada, australia and uk. :((